This should be your focus for now. Could you not feel the urgency in this room?
Father, You said if we built the Church You would come.
It is not a physical structure I ask for—but rather the hearts of My children
What good would a structure be without the open and yearning hearts of My
children for their Father? This is My Church, My dwelling place—the human
heart… Little one, go where I lead you, when I lead you. For now, My children
must meet Me in their hearts—if they are to recover and survive. So much for
later— Now go to My holy Word and read. My peace is with you, little one.
(see entire message at bottom of post:) September 23, 1998:
"For now, My children must meet Me in their hearts-- if they are to recover and survive. So much for later--"
What are the implications of Our Father saying this? It means that recovery, in order to survive, matters more at this point in time than ANYTHING else. And so, having an encounter with Him- in our hearts, must be not only our primary focus, but since souls are at such an ICU state, spiritually and materially (in light of the imminent universal (though not final) Judgment, and the signs that the world is at the threshold of actual self destruction (see End Times articles at sdbv.org on from the founder section )... He is telling us that apart from functional duties, meeting Him in our hearts is ALL that we should be occupied with now if we hope to survive. ALL
(Note: The need to listen to God's messages from heaven is manifested by the fact that even the best of religious representatives at the most are urging us to be able to know the Church's teachings as Catholic Christians and defend them. But what Father is saying is rather, at this point, only I, Father-GOD, can heal and renew the damage done. Your part is union with Me, connect with Me, begin to connect to your self, find your self, know Me for Who I AM and learn to love. Love your self, love Me and My love will allow you to love your self, and others. It's like we think we can tell 5 month old babies who are hooked up to an IV, "clean your room and then teach others how to clean their rooms to be a good child". Lets listen to what God is saying about reality and the true state of man at present and what is essential to staying alive, since He is Our Father and Divine and so can best assess the situation with flawless precision.)
Father will tell Barbara years later, in the very moment of a traumatic breakdown due to the collapse of what was the structure of her life as she knew it, that in order to find Him again, she must find herself... and then she will find Him.
So, our starting point must be our self. Without a self, a self can not relate to itself or" other" for that matter. How do we connect to ourselves, amidst such experience of degeneration and disconnection and dysfunction of self? Our true core self, our souls, with conscious thought and reason?
Honesty is a great place to start. Un-paralyzing our self if we are paralyzed. Little children who know how to believe they are loved and accepted find freedom natural. So, un-condemning oneself with an acknowledgement that our Lord Jesus tells us, "I did not come to condemn but to save!" (JN 3:17)... (Confess your sins if needed but if you have confessed all that you know with sincerity, then accept your souls innocence and grace before Heaven.) And be careful if your will pulls your self away from God for any reason, even subconsciously. Just imagine anyone who you know who would not judge you, and start talking to them.. .start with your feelings, about anything. Try doing an activity that makes you feel accepted- unconditionally loved, If you know of anything that opens your heart and brings the guard down, do it. Find yourself in any way you must. This is what God is telling us right now. Because it is essential that we get to the starting point. Otherwise, we will never start, right?
God is so far away from the way man thinks and sees and acts when it comes to exacting and expectations. He's only about nurturing and loving us! And when He teaches, it happens so naturally that it often goes unnoticed that we "learned". He wants us to experience the bliss and health of loving Him! He sees everything and so understands everything and is infinite Mercy. When one has an authentic experience of God and self, one feels happy. So happy and so free that the total absence of worries and burdens will make you want to go "run and play" because the safety of knowing your loved (and the infused knowledge that that Love means God is and will be taking care of everything) brings a security.
So, indulge in the journey of self-discovery and take that self to the Holy SUN and begin to blossom and grow...
Just as a sunflower as it turns towards the sun and thrives.
And remember God acts from the inside out... He sees us from within, so our hearts and our Be-ings are the essence of value whereas the adversary and the world value the doing and the externals... this is how you know what has true value before God.
Dearest sweetest Father:
What can I do for You, Father? I want only to do Your will.
Will you give yourself to Me for this work?
Yes, Father.
Child, you are sad?
Father, I feel so far away from You….
Be at peace, little one. This is not so. You are not cut off from Me. You are now
more open to your worldly surroundings since your recovery from a-period of
great suffering. But I am still with you. Breathe in My Spirit. Fill yourself with
My divine light and love. Spend time with Me now—quietly. Constant chatter
is not necessary* Only the intimacy between Father and child.
[I am with our Father at the top of a mountain and the sun is rising over
the tops. And I am lifted up, floating, basking in the light of the sun and I
spontaneously begin to praise God:]
God is the Lord of the universe,
I am humbled in His presence,
Praised be His holy Name,
His mighty hand has saved us,
Preserving for all generations
The love between Father and child.
He is a witness to our ways.
He calls us out of the desert,
Where we wander aimlessly,
Searching for our home.
But He is with us,
Protecting us and holding us,
To His tender heart.
[I am in an operating room with our Father.] Why are we here, Father?
This is a place of life and death where disease Is excised. Will the patient recover,
daughter of My heart?
Will man survive what must assuredly be done? Or has the disease spread too
extensively?
[I see a child on the operating table. The eyes are shut and the child looks
pale.]
Look and see. Is this real to you now, Barbara Rose?
[I feel great compassion for this child. Our Father picks up the child’s hand
and holds it in His own. He is intense and concerned.]
Help Me save the child—My children. The child cannot see or hear Me. Whis-
per insistently in their ear. Tell them to open their eyes and see, their ears and
hear. Tell them to open their arms to their Father who can save them from
themselves—only if they come to Me. “Father, Father,” and I will come and lift
them up and give them Life with and in Me. Tell them who I am and that I am
near, waiting for their “Yes.”
[I see the child waken from sleep, open his eyes, and reach out to our Father.
Our Father picks the child up.]
This is as it should be, daughter.
[His love for this child (all of us) is overwhelming and it seems that our
Father and this child (all of us) cannot be parted, so attached they are to
each other.]
This should be your focus for now. Could you not feel the urgency in this
room?
Father, You said if we built the Church You would come.
It is not a physical structure I ask for—but rather the hearts of My children.
What good would a structure be without the open and yearning hearts of My
children for their Father? This is My Church, My dwelling place—the human
heart… Little one, go where I lead you, when I lead you. For now, My children
must meet Me in their hearts—if they are to recover and survive. So much for
later— Now go to My holy Word and read. My peace is with you, little one.
4 Kgs 12— Priests took money but didn’t use it to repair the Temple. They resented
the King’s interference in ordering them to repair the Temple with the money. The
Temple was finally repaired.