December 12, l996:
Dearest Papa:
It is the dawn of the feast day of Our Lady (Our Lady of Guadelupe). How I wish You (God the Father) had a feast day. No matter what I do, I am not allowed to redirect any of my Love and attention to anyone but You. What I have come to realize is that for 2,000 years the Church has had tunnel vision. They were not able to see the big picture—including You. (I have seen everything differently—with perspective. And I feel protective of My Father who has been sorely neglected and ignored. This must grieve Jesus and Mary, too. I pray constantly for wisdom and understanding regarding why I feel that I must defend and protect only You. I believe this is My Mission—to climb to the top of the hill and look down.) That is why I am not being allowed to focus on anyone but You. Tell me, O Lord, My Father and Creator, what shall I do? ...
What must you do?
Start with the story of My smallest children coming home to Me. These are the Victim Souls. Souls not designed for this culture of Satan. Teach them how to come home to Me. Teach them who they are. Prepare them for this grand transformation which takes place even now for they are Mine. They are better suited than the others who have adapted so easily. Doesn’t this make sense?
What happens when an animal is taken from its natural environment and imprisoned in a cage? Start there and and show My little ones how they were not designed or intended for this culture . Explain their sufferings. What must they do? Come to Me and discover who they truly are.
The time is near, My Barbara. Closer than you think. Offer up what you feel in your heart. I will guide your feet. Begin tomorrow. I sense the relief in you. This is good. I am close by. Never to leave you. Now sleep and dream My dreams, telling you of what to write. The SOLEMN CONSECRATION—the VOW is important. Then the final step inside the Family. Now sleep. Your mission is to share the rediscovery of the Father and introduce the Divine Family. All will be explained. You are My darling, the apple of My eye.
Write and place all your books in a box for the one I send you. He is coming soon. Have Faith...and hope, little one. I would not leave you alone. Never forget the Tree—defend it always—The Tree of Life—where I am waiting.
Bromar4 reflection
Father seems to continue with the theme of innocent chosen souls, not made for this world and are therefore victims of this culture. He goes on to say that these souls are better suited for His plan for these times since they have not so easily adapted to this culture.
The Kingdom of God is a spiritual Kingdom. The culture of this world opposes the Kingdom of God. It produces slavery to laws that are not God’s. It produces fear, hatred, division, etc. I could go on but I’m certain it isn't necessary.
Satan hates innocence because he can’t easily corrupt an innocent mind and heart. Therefore, he tries to abuse it into submission, creating fears and errors through trauma.
Yet, we are not our abuses, we are not our traumas, we are not what we were told we were by people who were venting on us because of their own issues. We are not our weaknesses, and we are not our sins. We are only who God created us to be. We are the person God sees us as. We are made in His image and likeness, and when He forgives our sins He remembers them no more, so what is left to see when He looks at us? The image of Himself that He created. Can God hate Himself? Then He can’t hate us either. All the terrible things that people can do to us, maybe have done to us, God can’t do.
God created us, He sees the truth of who we are. To see and know ourselves is to see ourselves as He sees us. Ask for this grace. Look at Jesus on the Cross, see His innocence. Understand that the maltreatment you have received in life is due to your innocence.
The Father is calling all those who have been innocent victims of this culture, those who do not easily adapt to it, to rise up and receive their inheritance. Father can make use of you precisely because you were not made for this world. When He comes to establish His Kingdom and that is soon, it is you who will be able to adapt, and those who easily adapted to this culture will find it extremely difficult, and for some impossible. It is the parable of the rich man and Lazaruz the beggar. The first shall be last and the last shall be first.
Pax Et Bonum