Dearest Sweetest Father:
The complete draft of Your Consecration Book is done. … I love You. …
[I get brief instances of insight—flashes that something good might … happen.]
February 12, 1997:
Dearest Father: Speak to me, Papa. Feed my soul. [I am lead to read Is. 4:4—I am your God and Redeemer, no idols; Hosea
3—Thou shalt “wait”; Psalm 134—no idols, judges the people in favor of his servants; Judges 2—generations which knew not the Lord; Ecc. 24:36—Wisdom is Fear of the Lord; Jer. 17:26—Offerings to the Lord, sacrifices, holocausts, victims.]
February 14, 1997:
Dearest Father:
We are now living in a world without God’s Will. The only antidote? To live in God’s Will—with God living in us! This is where I believe the Consecration comes in—preparing us collectively as we move through the … darkness. …
I’m going to sleep now. If there’s anything You want to say, I’m listening. If not, it’s O.K. Good night. I love You.
Awakening. This is a time of AWAKENING and RENEWAL. Make use of all I put in your path. Time is limited. Look to Me for your solace and comfort.
There is a door that is yet unopened. It remains closed because of your lack of Faith. You must believe in miracles. And I will bless you with them. Life is short. Please do what I ask of you, daughter. What is My Will? What do I Will for My children? I Will that they inherit My Kingdom.
Smile and speak no more of troubles. I will lift your sorrow on the morn. Smile and speak no more. Think only of Me. Say the Chaplet. This is strong and will bring My Mercy and Tenderness—it brings Me! Consecrate your family to “The” Family. Immerse yourselves in My Tender Love and Infinite Mercy. Draw down My Will. Don’t weep. Give all to Me and sleep now. You ARE loved.
February 15, 1997:
Dearest Father:
You told me to have Faith and believe:
I believe in miracles.
I am a child of God.
I love You, Father, and I give myself to You.
These are my ejaculations.
You do well, My child. You are learning. Your sighs reach My ears even now. Allow Me to work in Your life. Believe! Believe that I can and will help you.
Repeat after Me: I am loved by My Father; He wishes only well for me. I believe this. In God I trust—He is My Father.
Twice now the Lord has asked me to look at Him, but I cannot see Him. I look prayerfully, but I don’t over do it and strain my eyes. The last time I got the sense that I could see Him in a different way. Tonight, when I looked and I couldn’t see, I just kept staring and staring, transfixed. And then His voice seemed closer, louder and it seemed” that I “was seeing Him.” And I felt filled and peaceful.
I wonder if we are to see and hear God in a new way and that this is a transition period. IT WAS AS IF MY SOUL WAS SEEING SOMETHING THAT MY EYES WEREN’T. I feel as if He is with me always. Whenever I need Him He is there.
February 17, 1997:
Dearest Father:
I have finished the revisions on Your Consecration Book. ...
Barbara:
I am here. Don’t you feel the touch of My Heart?
From the beginnings of the world, MAN HAS KNOWN ME AS AN OLD MAN. I AM NOTHING OF THE KIND. Life. I AM LIFE—strong and vital! You have My Life in you. I AM in you. When My children, who contain this Life, choose to step outside My Will, their existence becomes disordered. Do you feel the effects? Disordered passions—a long accumulation of disordered passions outside My Will.
Why do the innocent suffer for this?
For generations these choices have resulted in “effects.” You are a little co- redeemer, Barbara. Chosen among those few who can change, transform the destiny of others who feel the effects of sin. You have been given this opportunity. How great it is. Someday you will see the glory and joy of your efforts.
You will be with Me, and those you love will be with Me. You are, with Jesus, their way, truth, and life.
You have the Light. You are a pathfinder. I deemed it so. Do not fear, little one, you are Mine. Smile, little one. Hope is on the way—though you don’t believe it. Look to Me, your Father.
The path to Me is thorny. There are many pains, though the way is clear. But at the end of your trials is life eternal with Your Father Who loves you in a special way. You are His treasure. Be at peace. Let My “Life” flow through and in you. This is where you will find joy and peace.
Lay down on My Breast tonight and sleep—on the shore, waters rhythmically lapping. This is Life. Hear it in your ears. In you is My Life. Feel it with each breath. Rest in Your Father Who loves you.
February 20, 1997:
Dearest Father:
Lord, give me peace, balance, and strength right now. I beg You. I love You so much. Fill me with Your Spirit. I ask this in Jesus’ name. I send my kisses to my Mother, Mary. ... Dear God, please be with us and in us. Never leave me.
[I just said the Chaplet and afterward I spent quiet time with the Lord. He (the Father) showed me that all this suffering is to be passed on to Him so it can be transformed in Love. He said an instrument, bridge, or conduit has to work both ways: His love goes through us to the world; the sin has to come back through us to Him to be transformed. We feel “suffering,” we “collect” or absorb the sin and pain around us so we can pass it on to the Father. Like a light passing in and going out. Our job is not to wallow but to pass it on—both the love and the suffering. ... The (God the Father) Chaplet, I believe, is very powerful (towards this end)!
Some of us are born with a greater capacity for “sensitivity” to picking up, feeling, or absorbing the sin and suffering around us. Also our conduit can be “dilated” through prayer, suffering, purification, etc. Chosen conduits are for bigger work of this type, although all God’s children are capable of this. Depending on (1) how God made us and (2) spiritual growth and purification, we are Little Jesus’s, little co-redeemers. We are conduits through which pass and are offered the disharmony of the world.
This suffering was meant to PASS THROUGH, not be retained so it stagnates inside us. We need to keep passing it on: back and forth. There must be a constant flow: when it gets stuck, it putrefies inside us and even Love can’t get through. (TRANSDUCTIO—to move across; to move back and forth through something (or someone).)
Jesus is in us—the connecting link. He attaches or grounds us at both ends, like a pipe or cable over us or in us. The Holy Spirit prepares us, purifies us, is the energy that moves the suffering in to go to the Father. Our Father is the “Transformer.” We don’t do the “Transforming,” HE DOES. We are only the conduit through which it moves to Him, and then transformed, back out to the world.]
The Father: This is how My Kingdom will come on earth as it is in Heaven— THROUGH MY CHILDREN!
[I was lead to read: Is. 49:23, Mich 7:17; Ps. 72:9]
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