“Now the God of patience and of comfort grant you to be of one
mind towards another, according to Jesus Christ: That with
one mind and with one mouth, you may glorify God and the
Father of our Lord Jesus Christ .” (Romans 15:3, 5, 6)
November 6, 2001:
Dearest sweetest Papa:
I don’t know if I like who I’m becoming in my new job … . What is happening
to me? I feel unsettled a great deal. Why? At both home and work there is
chaos. I honestly don’t know if I’m cut out for either one. Where do I fit,
Father? I’m so sorry if I’ve done anything at all to contribute to the chaos.
Please forgive me if I’ve been prideful. I find at work that I am becoming
outspoken and assertive. I speak out when I think something is unjust or
unkind—but who am I to do this? Father, please guide me. Show me the
way. Give me Your peace. Lend me Your Light. I am listening.
The sense of this, daughter, is this. There cannot be truth without conflict. For
in fledging out the untruth and darkness, only then can My light descend—the
truth. For many a day I have given you peace. And you cry out to Me for more—
but you must listen and be glad. For the joy of your Lord is yours—explained
this means that in this place in this time you are doing My will. Stay true to this
course and believe—I AM with you. Hear the sound.
[I hear a pinging sound like lightbulbs bursting.]
From this moment forward you will see and hear Me in a different way. Make
sense of this in this way. What has been represented to you before is but an
image, but intense. And this image has been true—in its likeness. But now all
must see more distinctly, and trust that the One Who shows you this display
is He—your true Lord God and Father. Now remember, I have given you the
gifts. They are your treasure for a new time—and more than this will be given
you, if you believe and say, “Father, I love you, and I give myself to you.” Yes,
cry for My Son who seeks you—this His mission. You feel the strain but know
not why it exists. I know the why and I guide you on this the day of repentance.
Shalom, little one of My heart.
[I see myself at my Father’s feet. That’s all I want to do—cling to His feet.
Not speak, not move. Here I feel peace and I feel at home.]
Barbara, stay near. Stay near.
2 Thes 3:17—“The salutation of Paul with my own hand; which is the sign in every
epistle. So I write.”
The process of peace is slow, limited only by man’s desire to seek it and love His/
Her God. With this, they will see and all will be revealed—all, out beyond the
veil. Peace and be glad, for I AM your God and love. Shalom.