Dearest Father:
... I keep asking Raphael to please help me from getting really sick right now because I don’t have the resources. I’ve also asked him to look after the Consecration Book.

... I want you to approach Me in this posture of giving, offering, and unity. Of your own free will you said, “Father, I love You, and I give myself to You.” That made ALL the difference.

I want you to embrace My Will—now and forever. Find the passage that speaks to you tonight. Hold it tightly in your heart. Say it often along with the Consecration ejaculation. There is one line that truly speaks My Word to you, little one. It is My gift to you—especially in these times. Seek and you shall find.

[I was lead to read Psalm 39:4—“And he put a new canticle into my mouth, a song to our God. Many shall see, and shall fear: And they shall hope in the Lord.”]

Go to bed. Tomorrow will be a better day. You have made Me very happy. You have done well, little one. Do not give up—ever. The time is nigh. Look beyond the misery to what is really happening. Illusion, Barbara, illusion masks My Coming to My children—those who invite Me. Diversion. So much diversion. My children do not even notice Me. They bewail the evils and what they perceive as the lack of My Presence. But I was always with you.

The evil one parades the unfolding and realization of “his kingdom outside My Will.” But My Kingdom was always here. And is here. THROUGH THIS CONSECRATION, MY CHILDREN MAY AGAIN FIND ME. They need to stop and listen. Spend time with Me. Sometimes it takes great effort on My part to make sure they have that. It is the only way. They must stop, be silent, and hear My triumphant Cry to their heart. For once they hear it and acknowledge it with “Yes, Father!” they are Mine! Now and forever. But they have been so mislead and distracted—all illusion and seduction away from what is “real” and “true”—ME—God their Father.

Now stop worrying, all is well. Sleep in My protection and know I love you. Continue to pray to St. Raphael. Much healing is needed for you, your family— and the whole world. Now go in Peace, little one, My own. ... 

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Reading taken from Seeing with the Eyes of the Soul, March 11 1997


Dearest Father:
[I am lead to read: Habacuc 2:20—“But the Lord is in his temple; let all the
earth keep silence before him”; 

Psalm 87—a prayer of one under grievous  affliction]

March 8, 1997:
Dearest Father:
... Speak to me, Father. Lead me. I will follow.
What you are to do is not to be diminished by the circumstances.
[I am lead to read Nahim—regarding the destruction of Nineve; Ezech.—use of “8” in the Temple; 1 Par 26:12—ministering in the House of the Lord] 

.......
Bromar4


One sentence.  But it speaks volumes to me.  The circumstances in our lives can seem monumental, daunting, bigger than life, overwhelming…  But what He asks of us in this circumstance may seem equally inadequate, too simple.  


The prophet Elijah encountered this when Naaman was brought to him to be healed when he had leprosy.  Elisha told him to wash in the Jordan by submerging himself 7 times. He wasn't going to because it was too simplistic and there were better waters in his homeland that would provide medicinal properties. Nahum’s servant, replied that if he would have been willing to do something grand and difficult in order to be healed, all the more reason to do the simple thing that the prophet had asked of him.  So Nahum consented, did what he was asked to do, and was healed.  What Father asks of us may not be proportionate to our circumstance. In fact it rarely is.  But God knows how everything is going to play out.  He knows what He is going to do before we even know we have a need.  He knows what our reaction will be.  He knows how the devil will tempt us.  So He is not just all knowing, He is all powerful.  When He acts upon our circumstance, the very nature of it can be altered, changed in an instant. 


What we call supernatural, since it is above our nature, outside of the natural law that He created, is natural to Him since it is not above His nature.  God is not bound to the natural law the way we are.  So some of the saints could levitate, bi-locate, have the stigmata, have visions, see heaven, hell and purgatory, be given words of knowledge, have prophetic dreams…  The list goes on and on.  They were simply tapping into an unseen existence that is even more real than ours.  God created the spiritual world before He created man.  Heaven and the angelic world existed before the creation of man.


Our union with God is mystical, the life of the Church is mystical, the sacraments are mystical, the Church as the body of Christ is mystical.  We call certain saints mystics and often with a connotation that it is a life beyond reach. But we are all meant for the mystical life, for it is truly about the indwelling trinity.  St. Paul said that we were baptized into the life death and resurrection of Jesus.  We were made for an intimate union with God.  
I pray that this understanding comes back to the Church.  So much lack of teaching of the Doctors of the Church in the spiritual life.  Our priests are not taught in seminaries and therefore the people are not taught from the pulpit. 

to be continued..

​Pax et Bonum

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March 3, 1997:
I open Your Holy Word:

[Psalm 15:11—“Thou has made known to me the ways of life, thou shalt fill me with joy with thy countenance: at thy right hand are delights even to the end.”]

[Psalm 33:15—“Turn away from evil and do good: seek after peace and pursue it.”]

These are the ways to Me, little one. You cry out as one in the desert, but you have been with Me in My Paradise. You cannot see. You strain to make out what lies around you in worldly ways, but you must see beyond—to Me!

Listen even now...The tapping, the rhythm of My Dance goes on around you, drowning out the chaos of that one who desires to keep My children from returning home to Me. Oh, how this angers him. But you, My little and fra- grant rose—you send the scent that will help lead My children home. Trust in My Words to you. This work which I have put into your hands is for My Glory and Praise. THIS WORK IS ESSENTIAL TO THE RETURN OF MANKIND TO ITS FATHER.. WHY? BECAUSE IT IS BY THIS PATH THAT ALL SHALL SEE THEIR WAY CLEAR TO RETURNING—IT IS A ROAD MAP. YES, A BLUEPRINT OF MY ORDAINED PROCESS. A process, daughter. All life and movement and activity—towards one end—Me!

Your footprints lie in the garden, leading up to your Father. You found the way. How? Little one, you were brought by your Mother, Mary, who has shed many tears for you and by your Brother and Lord, Jesus—My Son. They love you very much. Again, take My hands in yours. ... Pass on to Me all your trials, sufferings to be transformed. Be My link, my connection to My sons and daughters on earth.

You must be one with Your Father. Separate, but one. Teach My little ones. Show them My Words. Bring them to Me. Usher in a new era of “oneness with the Father”—the RETURN. Finally, and irrevocably. My children will be ransomed and delivered by My Son Jesus—and you, little one, will uncover the lights that brighten the way, the footpath home to the Father, so long buried in the debris of so many lost generations. I blow My Breath, My Spirit upon this path. Point with your fingers. Show them. I AM UNCOVERING WHAT HAS BEEN COVERED FOR CENTURIES OF MAN’S TIME. It is time to come home.Desperation looms on the horizon for My lost, Prodigal Children. It is closer than you think. Man usurps the Power of God. No man shall be allowed to wield this Power - without severe consequences. The Fruits of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil are being thrust upon you—and My children rally round in excitement...only to see with horror what they have done. You were right in your instincts, Barbara Rose. The knowledge of Man without God will destroy My children. Be at peace. All is well. Sleep in My Love, Mercy, and Hope.

My medal—My medal must show the process. You have done this. Be at peace. You have done well.

Dream of Me, little one. Comfort your Father Who longs for all His children. Show them the lights. This dilates the heart so I may enter. EIGHT is the balance—the Rhythm and Harmony of My Will. This will be explained to you soon. EIGHT is the Rhythm and Harmony of My Will. The ordained movement, motion, of God’s Universe—in unison, in rhythm—in harmony—with Me—It’s Creator—Your Father. I AM LIFE! I am in all creation!

[I am lead to read Psalm 73: “Asaph”— (See previous reference to “Asapha” in my dialogue with our Father on September 11th, l996. At that time, I had no knowledge of what this “foreign” word might mean.) Through this Psalm, and further reading, I discovered that David established three guilds of singers under Herman, Asaph, and Jeduhem. Asaph was related to his “brother” Heman through common descent from Levi. The position of Asaph’s choir was at “the right hand” of Heman’s in Temple services. THEIR FUNCTION WAS TO“ PROPHESY TO THE SOUND OF MUSIC.”  This makes me think of the emphasis on rhythm, harmony, the harp, and the octave related to this consecration. They also ministered in the presence of the ark continually, day by day, in their courses.] 



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March 3, 1997:

Dearest Papa:

Now my Dearest Father, what would you have me do?

A man will review the book, little one. It is My wish that he help you in this effort. THE OCTAVE FEAST IS MY HEART’S DESIRE. Speak these words to him:

On the evening seven days before My desired Feast Day of last year, 1996, I infused in this little one through My Voice and her thoughts the idea of My Octave. I showed her through the eight lights. She had no knowledge of this on her own.

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 March 3, 1997:

Dearest Father:

What should I do for You, my Dearest Father?

Be My Warrior, little one. Stand tall and fight. I am with you. You are guarded day and night. Present My Work … This is My Will. May peace be upon my little Apostolate. This is the battle, Barbara. The fight has begun. Stand tall and raise My Standard high so all can see. I am with you, among you, and in you. My Voice cries out to you—listen…

USE WHATEVER MEANS … AVAILABLE TO SPREAD THE TRUTH OF MY CONSECRATION FEAST DAY. IN THIS WAY, MANY OF MY CHILDREN WILL BE BROUGHT HOME TO ME, THEIR FATHER. This is much greater than you could imagine. This weds Heaven to Earth through My children who serve as living temples of the Holy Trinity. Work quickly and I repeat, “See Clearly.” See beyond illusion. … I have bypassed the stumbling block Satan has created. My desire is contained in this Book. The Book is My Truth.

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​February 12, 1997: 

Dearest Sweetest Father:

 The complete draft of Your Consecration Book is done. … I love You. …

 [I get brief instances of insight—flashes that something good might … happen.] 

February 12, 1997:

 Dearest Father: Speak to me, Papa. Feed my soul. [I am lead to read Is. 4:4—I am your God and Redeemer, no idols; Hosea

3—Thou shalt “wait”; Psalm 134—no idols, judges the people in favor of his servants; Judges 2—generations which knew not the Lord; Ecc. 24:36—Wisdom is Fear of the Lord; Jer. 17:26—Offerings to the Lord, sacrifices, holocausts, victims.]


 February 14, 1997:

 Dearest Father: 

We are now living in a world without God’s Will. The only antidote? To live in God’s Will—with God living in us! This is where I believe the Consecration comes in—preparing us collectively as we move through the … darkness. …

 I’m going to sleep now. If there’s anything You want to say, I’m listening. If not, it’s O.K. Good night. I love You.

 Awakening. This is a time of AWAKENING and RENEWAL. Make use of all I put in your path. Time is limited. Look to Me for your solace and comfort.

 There is a door that is yet unopened. It remains closed because of your lack of Faith. You must believe in miracles. And I will bless you with them. Life is short. Please do what I ask of you, daughter. What is My Will? What do I Will for My children? I Will that they inherit My Kingdom. 

Smile and speak no more of troubles. I will lift your sorrow on the morn. Smile and speak no more. Think only of Me. Say the Chaplet. This is strong and will bring My Mercy and Tenderness—it brings Me! Consecrate your family to “The” Family. Immerse yourselves in My Tender Love and Infinite Mercy. Draw down My Will. Don’t weep. Give all to Me and sleep now. You ARE loved.


February 15, 1997:

Dearest Father:

You told me to have Faith and believe:

I believe in miracles.

I am a child of God.

I love You, Father, and I give myself to You.​

These are my ejaculations.

You do well, My child. You are learning. Your sighs reach My ears even now. Allow Me to work in Your life. Believe! Believe that I can and will help you.
Repeat after Me: I am loved by My Father; He wishes only well for me. I believe this. In God I trust—He is My Father.

Twice now the Lord has asked me to look at Him, but I cannot see Him. I look prayerfully, but I don’t over do it and strain my eyes. The last time I got the sense that I could see Him in a different way. Tonight, when I looked and I couldn’t see, I just kept staring and staring, transfixed. And then His voice seemed closer, louder and it seemed” that I “was seeing Him.” And I felt filled and peaceful.

I wonder if we are to see and hear God in a new way and that this is a transition period. IT WAS AS IF MY SOUL WAS SEEING SOMETHING THAT MY EYES WEREN’T. I feel as if He is with me always. Whenever I need Him He is there.


February 17, 1997:

Dearest Father:

I have finished the revisions on Your Consecration Book. ...

Barbara:

I am here. Don’t you feel the touch of My Heart?

From the beginnings of the world, MAN HAS KNOWN ME AS AN OLD MAN. I AM NOTHING OF THE KIND. Life. I AM LIFE—strong and vital! You have My Life in you. I AM in you. When My children, who contain this Life, choose to step outside My Will, their existence becomes disordered. Do you feel the effects? Disordered passions—a long accumulation of disordered passions outside My Will.

Why do the innocent suffer for this?

For generations these choices have resulted in “effects.” You are a little co- redeemer, Barbara. Chosen among those few who can change, transform the destiny of others who feel the effects of sin. You have been given this opportunity. How great it is. Someday you will see the glory and joy of your efforts.

You will be with Me, and those you love will be with Me. You are, with Jesus, their way, truth, and life.

You have the Light. You are a pathfinder. I deemed it so. Do not fear, little one, you are Mine. Smile, little one. Hope is on the way—though you don’t believe it. Look to Me, your Father.

The path to Me is thorny. There are many pains, though the way is clear. But at the end of your trials is life eternal with Your Father Who loves you in a special way. You are His treasure. Be at peace. Let My “Life” flow through and in you. This is where you will find joy and peace.

Lay down on My Breast tonight and sleep—on the shore, waters rhythmically lapping. This is Life. Hear it in your ears. In you is My Life. Feel it with each breath. Rest in Your Father Who loves you.

February 20, 1997:

Dearest Father:

Lord, give me peace, balance, and strength right now. I beg You. I love You so much. Fill me with Your Spirit. I ask this in Jesus’ name. I send my kisses to my Mother, Mary. ... Dear God, please be with us and in us. Never leave me.

[I just said the Chaplet and afterward I spent quiet time with the Lord. He (the Father) showed me that all this suffering is to be passed on to Him so it can be transformed in Love. He said an instrument, bridge, or conduit has to work both ways: His love goes through us to the world; the sin has to come back through us to Him to be transformed. We feel “suffering,” we “collect” or absorb the sin and pain around us so we can pass it on to the Father. Like a light passing in and going out. Our job is not to wallow but to pass it on—both the love and the suffering. ... The (God the Father) Chaplet, I believe, is very powerful (towards this end)!

Some of us are born with a greater capacity for “sensitivity” to picking up, feeling, or absorbing the sin and suffering around us. Also our conduit can be “dilated” through prayer, suffering, purification, etc. Chosen conduits are for bigger work of this type, although all God’s children are capable of this. Depending on (1) how God made us and (2) spiritual growth and purification, we are Little Jesus’s, little co-redeemers. We are conduits through which pass and are offered the disharmony of the world.

This suffering was meant to PASS THROUGH, not be retained so it stagnates inside us. We need to keep passing it on: back and forth. There must be a constant flow: when it gets stuck, it putrefies inside us and even Love can’t get through. (TRANSDUCTIO—to move across; to move back and forth through something (or someone).)

Jesus is in us—the connecting link. He attaches or grounds us at both ends, like a pipe or cable over us or in us. The Holy Spirit prepares us, purifies us, is the energy that moves the suffering in to go to the Father. Our Father is the “Transformer.” We don’t do the “Transforming,” HE DOES. We are only the conduit through which it moves to Him, and then transformed, back out to the world.]

The Father: This is how My Kingdom will come on earth as it is in Heaven— THROUGH MY CHILDREN!
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[I was lead to read: Is. 49:23, Mich 7:17; Ps. 72:9] 

​Abbacasita October 2024


February 11, 1997:


Oh, God My Father:


… I keep saying, “I’m Your child! I LOVE YOU AND I GIVE MYSELF TO
YOU!” But … all I can think of is that You MUST come and transform
everything—Soon. Please restore Life, Health, Hope, and Joy to this
ailing planet. You are Life. And LIFE is good; it’s the promise of all things
wonderful.


Barbara, My rose, My sweet, gentle child: Listen. You must … listen. All around
you there is evil. Evil came into the world with the first sin. Since then there has
been a battle for SOULS! This could not be avoided. What comes back to Me is
Mine. But you—you My little one—must be a witness to this battle. Your role
is to lay quiet and watch and to tell My children that their God is with them.
This is your job!


Soon all this will be over. You are right in assuming that by yourself you can
do nothing. I AM with you. But the transformation must take place. Without
this, My children will continue to lose their way and be lost.


Hold tight. Look only to Me. And call Me. I will come. I am the Balm, the Heal-
ing that My children need. But they must ask for it!


Ask for it! Bring them to Me. Introduce them. Physical and spiritual realms
must “collide!” I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AMONG MY CHILDREN—NOW THEY
MUST COME TO ME! It must be their choice. Time is indeed running out! The
sands are almost empty. Reach out for Me! I am there. Show your brothers
and sisters how this must be done. By a sweet and gentle phrase: FATHER, I
LOVE YOU AND I GIVE MYSELF TO YOU— now and forever!


Then they are Mine and none can snatch them from Me. The world will be
transformed—in and through Me. Look! Look at Me NOW! I AM THE LORD
YOUR GOD! You are seeing Me through the Spirit. Feel My Presence? Let Me
pass through you. The suffering is a sign that you are with Me. I am nestled
close to your Heart. When no other human being can possibly know what
you feel—I do. Because I am IN you. Treasure Me as I treasure you. All will be
transformed!


[He (the Father) shows me the Tree of Life and says that “The Harp” has more
meaning than I know. It is also a Bow! And it is made from the wood of
the Tree of Life. There is power in the Octave of Consecration which sends
an arrow straight to His Heart and combats the evil around us. Only after
all EIGHT strings are plucked can the bow be drawn back and the arrow
flies—straight to His Heart.]


The Father:
I AM THE IMMORTAL ONE,
YOUR FATHER. I AM LIFE!
I GIVE ALL THAT IS TO THOSE
WHO ARE. I AM YOUR LIFE,
THE IMMORTAL ONE.
FROM YOUR LIPS, PRAISE
THE EVERLASTING TUNE OF
MY GLORY.
YOU—YOU ARE MY CHILDREN.
THE VERY HEART OF GOD.
RESPOND!


THE CHORD HAS BEEN STRUCK.
LET IT REVERBERATE
THROUGHOUT THE HEAVENS.
MY CHILDREN CRY OUT
TO ME --
PAPA, I AM SORRY!
I WANT TO COME HOME
TO YOU—ONLY YOU!


And I will rain down upon them such Heavenly Harmony—My Will.
Communicate. Communicate through My Will—The Rhythm and Harmony
of My Will! This is the communication.


Now, children, speak. And you will lay your head on My Breast and I will wipe
away all your tears and take you unto Myself. Give Me your suffering—you
are not alone.


Peace be with you, My Sweet one—rose petal of My Heart.

Excerpt from Seeing with the Eyes of the Soul
February 9, 1997:

 … Barbara.  … Listen and be attentive. 

For soon I will manifest Myself in a way that was unknown to My children before. Look to My Heavens and stand at attention. Cock your ears and listen. My Voice bellows in the clouds. I AM with My children, O Israel. And Mine shall not be lost—now and forever. 

Take up your pen and write of Me, O Daughter. You are Mine. Whisper in My Ear. Hear My Voice. Little one—there is none other than Me. Listen— 

Write this down:

 I AM the Tree of Life.

 I AM in all My Creation. 

I AM in you, Barbara. 

I AM everywhere—in everything that lives. 

The Rhythm of My Will—Listen for the Rhythm of My Will. 

God speaks to those that listen. Will you listen? 

Where I AM, you are—you are Mine—My Love. 

I AM LIFE!

 [The Father paid too with the Crucifixion—He felt sorrow that things hadn’t gone right in the beginning. But He loved us because we were His children. And that bond can never be broken. But it had to be this way. Only the healthy cells will survive. The nucleus (the Temple) must contain God to survive the Transformation. The core, the powerhouse, has to be God—Life!] 

Barbara: The issue of whether or not this book should be written—you’ve taken on a heavy load. Yes, I have given you an important Mission—far more important than you know. And it is not finished. Do you have regrets, My little one? I thought not. This work binds you to Me. Through this work you are close to Me. You are a Warrior. Those close to you may not see this. But your strength knows no bounds because you have My strength in you to do what you are called to do. This has not been an easy road has it? 

I AM in you, Barbara. I live in you. You are never alone. You are sealed with My Mark, with My Blood, with My Life. So Be It!


Bromar4 reflection:

We are in unprecedented times.  Evil is starting to show itself with an unholy boldness. I believe this means the anti-christ is about to reveal himself soon.  

But God the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, and Mary the Mother of God, Mother of the Church, have a plan.  satan and his followers will be defeated.

He says, “I am with My children… and Mine shall not be lost.” 

He says, “look to the Heavens and stand at attention.” 

Our eyes, our gaze ought to be fixed on Him, not on world events.  

He says , “God speaks to those that listen, will you listen?”

Our ears ought to be fixed on Him as well.

We ought to seek everything from Him, allow Him to inspire us, move us, act in us and through us.  Soon, if one wants to be safe from the perils of these times, there will only God’s Divine Will or that of the adversary.

Let us truly give our whole selves unreservedly in our consecration renewal, that His kingdom come and His will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Let us meditate on the full meaning,  and live the Our Father.  And let our hearts cry out continuously, I love you Father and I give myself to you.

Pax Et Bonum