God the Father Gives Me a Way that "I", Regardless of All My Disorders, Can Not Only Become Holy & Intimately United to Him, but Also Save & Make Other's Holy by Doing Simply
ONE ACT:
Giving All to Him ~ for Transformation.
Dear Holy Father Pope Francis,
God the Father started talking to Barbara Rose Centilli during the late 90s. He picked up where He left off with Mother Eugenia Ravasio in the 1930's who lived and died in the favor of her local Bishop who, after an extensive ten year investigation, approved them. Father wanted a Feast Day as the Father of All Mankind established in His Honor and now in addition He is asking for His children to Consecrate themselves to Him through an eight day solemn Holy Octave of Consecration. Perhaps you have heard of it. I made my consecration in 2005 and it saved my religious vocation and my life. I am now, and have been, an active Transformer, which I will explain later.
See, people like me have a lot of trauma from their childhood. I thought I was kind of rare for a Catholic and a Christian when I had my reversion in my 20's. I now gravely confess to you, It isn't true. Our Lady of All Nations, approved msgs of Amsterdam, warned us about the degeneration of souls around the time of the World Wars when plans towards this end were in force but the effects were not so obvious as they are now. As it turns out, most, with few exceptions, were victims of Sexual Abuse and some influence or actual Satanic Ritual abuse from their childhood. And every one who did also had freemasonry as well. This is not a coincidence. (A very dear friend, one of the less than ten left who has remained supportive in my community, was an SRA victim of her freemason Masonic priest Uncle. And my maternal affiliate who had FM in her family tree was abused a lot by relatives and babysitters up till her teens and she had it as well, just to name two). But it is a secret plague that everyone is now contaminated with in my society, and probably throughout the world. I hate to tell you such evil but I have to because Father gave us a remedy and I believe it is important, even imperative, for you to know so you can make it available to everyone as soon as possible because it is the remedy God our Father has given us for the contamination of God's children. I have been scrutinizing various private revelations for 20 years now, but nothing compares to these and I need to tell you why. Father says it is in fact, the "Final Devotion". And it not only completes the missions of Jesus and Mary but brings us home, sealed in and with our Father... He says it is for "all" His children, not just Catholics He means. Consecration to Jesus and Mary prepares and brings us to Consecration to the First Person of the Trinity, namely Our Father. And we need this relationship and binding act now, more than any other thing we could possibly do... and I am not exaggerating in saying so, in these grave and imminent times and here is why we now need Our Father and He has come to us to confirm this.
I have come to understand a grave and imperative, yet tragically unknown truth, that trauma creates "alters" in our subconscious that remain repressed until they feel safe enough to come out and hopefully, be healed and integrated into our whole conscious selves. In the past Dissociative Identity Disorder was something that was not so rampant, but what is key here is that people can have alters (DID) without having multiple personalities where the alters are not known by the host or core person. Well, as people are ignorant they have alters, they will identify with their repressed alters’ trauma and mistaken it with present reality. Try reasoning with someone about something like keeping the shared bathroom clean when their unknown repressed fixation is about being sexually re-abused (associatively) by a dirty bathroom. But this disease contaminates the whole person and seeps into endless areas of their conscious life. But it is very much like an inner ghost they cannot see, so they cannot reject it. They can also err thinking that parts of them must just want sin or that they are continually tempted beyond their strength which scandalizes their faith. No, these are in fact alters. Good souls, spiritually highly advanced souls even, have them and it grows over time into neurosis because people end up thinking they are bound to sin and disordered passions, or parts of them are evil, but actually their alters are trapped and fixated in the past trauma that created them. Does that make sense? What could be masked by a highly functional individual in the past few decades is now devolving into fragmented parts that God is no longer allowing to be held together by illusions of false safety and coping mechanisms. That's why our world looks more and more filled with nuts right now, people are beginning to be forced to acknowledge their uncontrollable "drama" and so neurosis and social anxiety disorder is now becoming quite common. Alters are making choices for a lot of people because they are fixated on a particular coping skill in order to survive, and their free will becomes hindered by compulsive behavior ruled by fears. We used to call this hysteria or temporary insanity because it was understood and accepted that a person becomes unable to use their reason and they needed help to bring them back into a state of calm where they could use their reason again. Now, it is so common that we try to laugh it off. But having no self control or worse, sense of "self" at all, even with the saving Blood of Jesus and years of devoted commitment to holiness, is no laughing matter.
This, no doubt, is the master plan of the adversary. It is practically impenetrable. I have been part of a New Movement founding since 1997 and I have seen masses of good Christian souls, ultimately, with little exception, making major, not just minor, decisions not with reason or faith, but with their alters’ survival skills and with compulsions and disordered instincts. It disables people because the alters get triggered that for example, biting their tongue hard surfaces the emotions attached to a repressed act of violence memory from their past that they are not consciously aware of and it immerses the victim and disables them from reality in the present. It is in fact, very confusing. Many people I know instinctively shut down their emotions when they get triggered yet insist they are fully paying attention... as far as they understand it, they are. This disables them from retaining or remembering the experience or remembering it accurately because they are not fully present. And if they do let them out to feel temporarily, they will see the experience through their alters’ abuse memory which their hosts conscious is not fully aware of because the repressed parts of us are not yet fully integrated with our conscious selves, our host. It also creates the dynamic of having grave sins and or demons attached, but without actually committing a mortal sin since their intention is to protect from abuse, so going to confession does not only not heal and reconcile but worsens the situation by causing self-condemnation and reiterating the abusers programming of it being their own fault. Nor can it just be renounced as an oppression because it cannot be exorcised. Jesus does not see alters as sinners or something that can be cast out, in fact, that would be deadly to the soul to treat wounded innocent victimized parts of us as evil, often that is what their abusers conditioned them and doing so, in fact, creates more alters within these victims through the trauma of a peer or authority figure telling them they are evil, especially after they have been convinced that it now safe to come out.
We do not only not know they we have alters, but we are ashamed to admit it and in addition, allowing these parts of us to surface and deal with their past "present" trauma is actually scandalous to people as it suggests a real threat to their stability and rightly so. You can understand the terror response to the consequences of such a commitment. I have been blessed to commit the last 25 years of my life to my healing and I can confirm, my initial purification, intense as it was with actual demonic attacks common (voices, nightly assaults and even mark on my temples once during a fever where i almost passed out) was easier than allowing my alters to come out for healing. (And maybe I should note that, apart from my initial reversion, God treats me like He prefers I walk the path of faith rather than extraordinary supernatural experiences.)
Also, people are overwhelmed because alters remain the age they were at the time of their trauma creation. They have to be loved and nurtured into the present and into a loving relationship with Jesus so they can come to be saved and the people around them have to support this as well. Before, I could just will to give my fiat or forgive my sinners and accept my God's Love, Mercy and healing regardless of how hard it was because I had a desire and sufficient level of maturity and I could do this alone with God, albeit not with my whole heart, I realize now, but at least my conscious self. But with alters, they may be infants and or severely maimed and deranged and even deviant or think they are aliens, pets, demons, or their actual abusers etc.. They have severe identity confusion. Thanks to an internet site God led me to, I knew to trust that they in fact are acting out of a God given good will to protect me, that they were in fact, parts of me that I needed to embrace and love with the saving love of Jesus and then that ultimately, they would choose to accept the goodness of God with our gentle insistence and finally integrate with me. So, even though I had 25 years of converted deep intimacy with God, they not only did not know Him or the new close Christian family members whom now had grown around me, but had hostility towards anything that was not familiar even the now older me. They cling to their survival skill with a fierce tenacity to survive and it takes some coaxing to build their trust so that they are open to a better way than what they believed worked for them in the past, and often did. In fact they are very attached to the abuse in many intricate ways. It is quite a process. Grantley Morris at "net-burst.net" brought me into the path of healing my alters. I do not think any of this is widely known, understood or acknowledged, but now that I know it, I understand it is a plague and I recognize them in everyone I meet. It has helped me a great deal to no longer be so afraid of myself, God and humanity, because now I KNOW they are not just evil or a threat to my safety. I know that I am talking to peoples’ alters when they don't even know they have them. Alters are abusive out of fear, but they are trying to survive and protect. Before I thought everyone got oppressed and demonically attacked me, or worse, were just mean. And I actually had developed quite a persecution complex from my interpersonal relations and it escalated the social nervous anxiety that i had already from an abusive childhood. Understanding alters is allowing all this to finally have a chance to heal.
God allowed us to develop alters as a highly sophisticated means of survival so that we could heal when our abusers were gone when we were older, with the adult part of us guiding us to integration in Jesus. But without accepting this vital truth, people will assert that they are highly functional mature adults with governance over their reason. They ignorantly insist to survive and believe they are functional and they end up seeing through the eyes of their past abuse that someone else's present actions violated them in someway, but they cannot see their own hardness of heart or the real origins of their fears and their own irrational defensive neurotic behavior. It creates a distrust in themselves, in the people and world around them and ultimately in God as well. It also makes a lot of people unknowingly proud and self righteous. I had both a passive and a tyrannical parent figure and I have struggled with interiorly constantly flipping back and forth and I had thoroughly rejected my past, my past erroneous identifications and necessarily my relatives, through God's own initiative and guidance, with love, forgiveness and no bitterness and I still was bound to them within me... and for many, many years, I was ignorant and could not figure it out why God was allowing them to seemingly follow me and oppress me in my dreams, my interior life etc.. Now I know, and I can no longer be afraid of me or think I, me, am still attached. This freed me. Father tells Barbara that not everyone can change at this point, but He said that those of us who can, can be transformers for those who cannot. He does not specifically mention "alters" but Barbara herself at one point has a kind of shutdown/breakdown and gets "lost" and the dialogues from 1996 to 2007 show how Father relates with one of his "typical" modern children... probably not limited to just female Americans, with coping skills, behavioral disorders, false perceptions etc. .
Which leads me to the Father devotion, the Final Devotion and particularly, the Transformation.
I have included various excerpts regarding these themes. The book titled Seeing with the Eyes of the Soul was edited and published by Dr. Thomas Petrisko who includes in the introduction that:
"While perhaps some will retain questions about the interpretation and understanding of the contents of this book, and some will refrain from embracing its revelations until the Church has ruled on their merit, I do want readers to know that the decision to publish this work was arrived at with great care, deliberation and discernment. Our spiritual advisers were strong in their support of its doctrinal soundness and believed that its timely and important revelations were in need of dissemination now. Of course, our obedience to the Catholic Church in this matter is unconditional."
A forward is given by Fr. Richard Foley s.j as well.
Our Lady has blossomed this into what is now primarily our spirituality because it allows us to have an intimate relationship with our Father regardless of our disabilities from degeneration. I have come to understand that having an open heart is the door to God's love entering my heart and then my choice to offer up my suffering and everything I am experiencing to Him for Transformation is the only way for 1) me to be sanctified as a degenerate soul and 2) the only effective means left now of God Transforming all that is now outside of His will and or evil into good. He told Barbara as much when He said that it is now too late for us to save or restore things, even as His instruments, that now it had to be His act of Divine Intervention to save the world through a Coming Transformative act and that we advance and assist this now by consecrating ourselves to Him and being transformers in and with Him ourselves. It puts the focus directly onto God Himself and upon each individual to only commit to one act now, namely, giving themselves to God the Father and willing freely out of love, a willed intimate personal and ongoing relationship with and in Him. I have understood this because I have seen that most people can no longer have an open heart. This was the adversaries master plan... close hearts and you close the door to God's dwelling on earth because His temple on Earth is the human heart. Good people are sacrificing themselves to do good acts but with hearts that cannot open up to love, so their acts are empty as St. Paul tells us, and not bringing them closer to God. And many, many people are simply trying to save themselves ignorantly and compulsively to save more victims themselves because they do not know and so do not really believe, in a God Who saves, so they are reliving their own abuse over and over again. It is quite frequent. It really takes a humble spiritual child to be a transformer because it takes the power and control out of our hands and puts it in our Fathers. It necessitates trust, vulnerability and defenselessness. And perhaps most significantly, it allows a soul to feel permission to go through their healing and purification and sanctity by simply giving it all to Him and He will sanctify, and the need for them to control, protect themselves, save and/or understand, produce, accomplish, merit or succeed no longer must be their focus.
It liberates us to be children of God, children of Our Father. And that, more than anything else disarms satan and our present degenerate real disabilities. The little simple way of St. Therese is no longer possible because doing little things out of love is too abstract for the average Christian ignorant of authentic love. A fixated wounded victimized child needs to experience being loved by God and know they have a Father that not only created them for Himself in love, but that He is present now and can and will make up for their abyss of deprivation through the promises He makes in this devotion. I can confirm that if one is dedicated and resigned to their martyrdom (dying to false self) in order to know and love Him with their whole selves, they will grow into wholeness and deeper knowledge and intimacy with Our Father, in a relatively short time. It is miraculous. Mother Teresa said we had the greatest poverty in this country of USA and that is why. It is a poverty of not being loved and wanted. It fuels consumerism.
Jesus tells us in the Divine Mercy Novena prayers that the spiritual children are His favorites. He tells us that He reveals Himself to the little ones and that we must be like little children to dwell in His Kingdom. Now He goes further. He tells Barbara that these little victim children who offer their sufferings up to Him in unison with Jesus, are doing the most for His Kingdom at this time. He says that those of us victims who do not know that they are His beloved children are vulnerable and will be chewed up in the jaws of satan. Sadly, I see this all the time because people fail to convince their alters that they are safe and loved by a powerful and loving Father God, so the cycle never breaks. The Triumph of the Immaculate Heart is accomplished when God's children all return to Him. The Consecration and Feast Day, and our fiat to being His transformers, accomplishes this. These are His words. Please say yes to allowing ALL God's children to be working effectively and powerfully towards this final realization of the Era of Peace. Approve the Father's Words in the Seeing with the Eyes of the Soul dialogues, promulgate them mightily and swiftly yourself Your Holiness, and allow us to do so in addition with educating souls everywhere about alters and confirm our existence, validity and spirituality.
Faithfully yours,
in and with our Father,
Sister Marjiam Joseph of the Divine Heart
God the Father started talking to Barbara Rose Centilli during the late 90s. He picked up where He left off with Mother Eugenia Ravasio in the 1930's who lived and died in the favor of her local Bishop who, after an extensive ten year investigation, approved them. Father wanted a Feast Day as the Father of All Mankind established in His Honor and now in addition He is asking for His children to Consecrate themselves to Him through an eight day solemn Holy Octave of Consecration. Perhaps you have heard of it. I made my consecration in 2005 and it saved my religious vocation and my life. I am now, and have been, an active Transformer, which I will explain later.
See, people like me have a lot of trauma from their childhood. I thought I was kind of rare for a Catholic and a Christian when I had my reversion in my 20's. I now gravely confess to you, It isn't true. Our Lady of All Nations, approved msgs of Amsterdam, warned us about the degeneration of souls around the time of the World Wars when plans towards this end were in force but the effects were not so obvious as they are now. As it turns out, most, with few exceptions, were victims of Sexual Abuse and some influence or actual Satanic Ritual abuse from their childhood. And every one who did also had freemasonry as well. This is not a coincidence. (A very dear friend, one of the less than ten left who has remained supportive in my community, was an SRA victim of her freemason Masonic priest Uncle. And my maternal affiliate who had FM in her family tree was abused a lot by relatives and babysitters up till her teens and she had it as well, just to name two). But it is a secret plague that everyone is now contaminated with in my society, and probably throughout the world. I hate to tell you such evil but I have to because Father gave us a remedy and I believe it is important, even imperative, for you to know so you can make it available to everyone as soon as possible because it is the remedy God our Father has given us for the contamination of God's children. I have been scrutinizing various private revelations for 20 years now, but nothing compares to these and I need to tell you why. Father says it is in fact, the "Final Devotion". And it not only completes the missions of Jesus and Mary but brings us home, sealed in and with our Father... He says it is for "all" His children, not just Catholics He means. Consecration to Jesus and Mary prepares and brings us to Consecration to the First Person of the Trinity, namely Our Father. And we need this relationship and binding act now, more than any other thing we could possibly do... and I am not exaggerating in saying so, in these grave and imminent times and here is why we now need Our Father and He has come to us to confirm this.
I have come to understand a grave and imperative, yet tragically unknown truth, that trauma creates "alters" in our subconscious that remain repressed until they feel safe enough to come out and hopefully, be healed and integrated into our whole conscious selves. In the past Dissociative Identity Disorder was something that was not so rampant, but what is key here is that people can have alters (DID) without having multiple personalities where the alters are not known by the host or core person. Well, as people are ignorant they have alters, they will identify with their repressed alters’ trauma and mistaken it with present reality. Try reasoning with someone about something like keeping the shared bathroom clean when their unknown repressed fixation is about being sexually re-abused (associatively) by a dirty bathroom. But this disease contaminates the whole person and seeps into endless areas of their conscious life. But it is very much like an inner ghost they cannot see, so they cannot reject it. They can also err thinking that parts of them must just want sin or that they are continually tempted beyond their strength which scandalizes their faith. No, these are in fact alters. Good souls, spiritually highly advanced souls even, have them and it grows over time into neurosis because people end up thinking they are bound to sin and disordered passions, or parts of them are evil, but actually their alters are trapped and fixated in the past trauma that created them. Does that make sense? What could be masked by a highly functional individual in the past few decades is now devolving into fragmented parts that God is no longer allowing to be held together by illusions of false safety and coping mechanisms. That's why our world looks more and more filled with nuts right now, people are beginning to be forced to acknowledge their uncontrollable "drama" and so neurosis and social anxiety disorder is now becoming quite common. Alters are making choices for a lot of people because they are fixated on a particular coping skill in order to survive, and their free will becomes hindered by compulsive behavior ruled by fears. We used to call this hysteria or temporary insanity because it was understood and accepted that a person becomes unable to use their reason and they needed help to bring them back into a state of calm where they could use their reason again. Now, it is so common that we try to laugh it off. But having no self control or worse, sense of "self" at all, even with the saving Blood of Jesus and years of devoted commitment to holiness, is no laughing matter.
This, no doubt, is the master plan of the adversary. It is practically impenetrable. I have been part of a New Movement founding since 1997 and I have seen masses of good Christian souls, ultimately, with little exception, making major, not just minor, decisions not with reason or faith, but with their alters’ survival skills and with compulsions and disordered instincts. It disables people because the alters get triggered that for example, biting their tongue hard surfaces the emotions attached to a repressed act of violence memory from their past that they are not consciously aware of and it immerses the victim and disables them from reality in the present. It is in fact, very confusing. Many people I know instinctively shut down their emotions when they get triggered yet insist they are fully paying attention... as far as they understand it, they are. This disables them from retaining or remembering the experience or remembering it accurately because they are not fully present. And if they do let them out to feel temporarily, they will see the experience through their alters’ abuse memory which their hosts conscious is not fully aware of because the repressed parts of us are not yet fully integrated with our conscious selves, our host. It also creates the dynamic of having grave sins and or demons attached, but without actually committing a mortal sin since their intention is to protect from abuse, so going to confession does not only not heal and reconcile but worsens the situation by causing self-condemnation and reiterating the abusers programming of it being their own fault. Nor can it just be renounced as an oppression because it cannot be exorcised. Jesus does not see alters as sinners or something that can be cast out, in fact, that would be deadly to the soul to treat wounded innocent victimized parts of us as evil, often that is what their abusers conditioned them and doing so, in fact, creates more alters within these victims through the trauma of a peer or authority figure telling them they are evil, especially after they have been convinced that it now safe to come out.
We do not only not know they we have alters, but we are ashamed to admit it and in addition, allowing these parts of us to surface and deal with their past "present" trauma is actually scandalous to people as it suggests a real threat to their stability and rightly so. You can understand the terror response to the consequences of such a commitment. I have been blessed to commit the last 25 years of my life to my healing and I can confirm, my initial purification, intense as it was with actual demonic attacks common (voices, nightly assaults and even mark on my temples once during a fever where i almost passed out) was easier than allowing my alters to come out for healing. (And maybe I should note that, apart from my initial reversion, God treats me like He prefers I walk the path of faith rather than extraordinary supernatural experiences.)
Also, people are overwhelmed because alters remain the age they were at the time of their trauma creation. They have to be loved and nurtured into the present and into a loving relationship with Jesus so they can come to be saved and the people around them have to support this as well. Before, I could just will to give my fiat or forgive my sinners and accept my God's Love, Mercy and healing regardless of how hard it was because I had a desire and sufficient level of maturity and I could do this alone with God, albeit not with my whole heart, I realize now, but at least my conscious self. But with alters, they may be infants and or severely maimed and deranged and even deviant or think they are aliens, pets, demons, or their actual abusers etc.. They have severe identity confusion. Thanks to an internet site God led me to, I knew to trust that they in fact are acting out of a God given good will to protect me, that they were in fact, parts of me that I needed to embrace and love with the saving love of Jesus and then that ultimately, they would choose to accept the goodness of God with our gentle insistence and finally integrate with me. So, even though I had 25 years of converted deep intimacy with God, they not only did not know Him or the new close Christian family members whom now had grown around me, but had hostility towards anything that was not familiar even the now older me. They cling to their survival skill with a fierce tenacity to survive and it takes some coaxing to build their trust so that they are open to a better way than what they believed worked for them in the past, and often did. In fact they are very attached to the abuse in many intricate ways. It is quite a process. Grantley Morris at "net-burst.net" brought me into the path of healing my alters. I do not think any of this is widely known, understood or acknowledged, but now that I know it, I understand it is a plague and I recognize them in everyone I meet. It has helped me a great deal to no longer be so afraid of myself, God and humanity, because now I KNOW they are not just evil or a threat to my safety. I know that I am talking to peoples’ alters when they don't even know they have them. Alters are abusive out of fear, but they are trying to survive and protect. Before I thought everyone got oppressed and demonically attacked me, or worse, were just mean. And I actually had developed quite a persecution complex from my interpersonal relations and it escalated the social nervous anxiety that i had already from an abusive childhood. Understanding alters is allowing all this to finally have a chance to heal.
God allowed us to develop alters as a highly sophisticated means of survival so that we could heal when our abusers were gone when we were older, with the adult part of us guiding us to integration in Jesus. But without accepting this vital truth, people will assert that they are highly functional mature adults with governance over their reason. They ignorantly insist to survive and believe they are functional and they end up seeing through the eyes of their past abuse that someone else's present actions violated them in someway, but they cannot see their own hardness of heart or the real origins of their fears and their own irrational defensive neurotic behavior. It creates a distrust in themselves, in the people and world around them and ultimately in God as well. It also makes a lot of people unknowingly proud and self righteous. I had both a passive and a tyrannical parent figure and I have struggled with interiorly constantly flipping back and forth and I had thoroughly rejected my past, my past erroneous identifications and necessarily my relatives, through God's own initiative and guidance, with love, forgiveness and no bitterness and I still was bound to them within me... and for many, many years, I was ignorant and could not figure it out why God was allowing them to seemingly follow me and oppress me in my dreams, my interior life etc.. Now I know, and I can no longer be afraid of me or think I, me, am still attached. This freed me. Father tells Barbara that not everyone can change at this point, but He said that those of us who can, can be transformers for those who cannot. He does not specifically mention "alters" but Barbara herself at one point has a kind of shutdown/breakdown and gets "lost" and the dialogues from 1996 to 2007 show how Father relates with one of his "typical" modern children... probably not limited to just female Americans, with coping skills, behavioral disorders, false perceptions etc. .
Which leads me to the Father devotion, the Final Devotion and particularly, the Transformation.
I have included various excerpts regarding these themes. The book titled Seeing with the Eyes of the Soul was edited and published by Dr. Thomas Petrisko who includes in the introduction that:
"While perhaps some will retain questions about the interpretation and understanding of the contents of this book, and some will refrain from embracing its revelations until the Church has ruled on their merit, I do want readers to know that the decision to publish this work was arrived at with great care, deliberation and discernment. Our spiritual advisers were strong in their support of its doctrinal soundness and believed that its timely and important revelations were in need of dissemination now. Of course, our obedience to the Catholic Church in this matter is unconditional."
A forward is given by Fr. Richard Foley s.j as well.
Our Lady has blossomed this into what is now primarily our spirituality because it allows us to have an intimate relationship with our Father regardless of our disabilities from degeneration. I have come to understand that having an open heart is the door to God's love entering my heart and then my choice to offer up my suffering and everything I am experiencing to Him for Transformation is the only way for 1) me to be sanctified as a degenerate soul and 2) the only effective means left now of God Transforming all that is now outside of His will and or evil into good. He told Barbara as much when He said that it is now too late for us to save or restore things, even as His instruments, that now it had to be His act of Divine Intervention to save the world through a Coming Transformative act and that we advance and assist this now by consecrating ourselves to Him and being transformers in and with Him ourselves. It puts the focus directly onto God Himself and upon each individual to only commit to one act now, namely, giving themselves to God the Father and willing freely out of love, a willed intimate personal and ongoing relationship with and in Him. I have understood this because I have seen that most people can no longer have an open heart. This was the adversaries master plan... close hearts and you close the door to God's dwelling on earth because His temple on Earth is the human heart. Good people are sacrificing themselves to do good acts but with hearts that cannot open up to love, so their acts are empty as St. Paul tells us, and not bringing them closer to God. And many, many people are simply trying to save themselves ignorantly and compulsively to save more victims themselves because they do not know and so do not really believe, in a God Who saves, so they are reliving their own abuse over and over again. It is quite frequent. It really takes a humble spiritual child to be a transformer because it takes the power and control out of our hands and puts it in our Fathers. It necessitates trust, vulnerability and defenselessness. And perhaps most significantly, it allows a soul to feel permission to go through their healing and purification and sanctity by simply giving it all to Him and He will sanctify, and the need for them to control, protect themselves, save and/or understand, produce, accomplish, merit or succeed no longer must be their focus.
It liberates us to be children of God, children of Our Father. And that, more than anything else disarms satan and our present degenerate real disabilities. The little simple way of St. Therese is no longer possible because doing little things out of love is too abstract for the average Christian ignorant of authentic love. A fixated wounded victimized child needs to experience being loved by God and know they have a Father that not only created them for Himself in love, but that He is present now and can and will make up for their abyss of deprivation through the promises He makes in this devotion. I can confirm that if one is dedicated and resigned to their martyrdom (dying to false self) in order to know and love Him with their whole selves, they will grow into wholeness and deeper knowledge and intimacy with Our Father, in a relatively short time. It is miraculous. Mother Teresa said we had the greatest poverty in this country of USA and that is why. It is a poverty of not being loved and wanted. It fuels consumerism.
Jesus tells us in the Divine Mercy Novena prayers that the spiritual children are His favorites. He tells us that He reveals Himself to the little ones and that we must be like little children to dwell in His Kingdom. Now He goes further. He tells Barbara that these little victim children who offer their sufferings up to Him in unison with Jesus, are doing the most for His Kingdom at this time. He says that those of us victims who do not know that they are His beloved children are vulnerable and will be chewed up in the jaws of satan. Sadly, I see this all the time because people fail to convince their alters that they are safe and loved by a powerful and loving Father God, so the cycle never breaks. The Triumph of the Immaculate Heart is accomplished when God's children all return to Him. The Consecration and Feast Day, and our fiat to being His transformers, accomplishes this. These are His words. Please say yes to allowing ALL God's children to be working effectively and powerfully towards this final realization of the Era of Peace. Approve the Father's Words in the Seeing with the Eyes of the Soul dialogues, promulgate them mightily and swiftly yourself Your Holiness, and allow us to do so in addition with educating souls everywhere about alters and confirm our existence, validity and spirituality.
Faithfully yours,
in and with our Father,
Sister Marjiam Joseph of the Divine Heart
*excerpts chosen are only from October of 1996 to December 1997 but the topic is covered extensively throughout the books entirety
TRANSFORMATION TEXT
Seeing with the Eyes of the Soul
*Dialogue between God the Father and Barbara Rose Centilli
( words in italics are Barbara's )
By doing and offering up all things in your life for the benefit of those I have placed in your life. These sacrificial offerings of love will be transformed by your Loving Father—remade anew. ...
It is a process, daughter. A dynamic process. TEACH THIS. CREATE, SAVE, TRANSFORM, RETURN TO MAKER—a circle, the Alpha and Omega, Beginning and End, back to the Source—not static. 10/12/96
Warrior: you are all warriors of My Mercy. Absorb and transform. It hurts. It is painful. This transformation, spiritual re-creation of matter and soul. But it must be—to usher in My new era. The one promised. The one prophesied—HAS COME. ...Man’s culture is twisted and bent and rusted. It has lost its original beauty and luster. I will clean it in the furnace of My Love, breathing My Fatherly Power to recreate it in My Image, My Will. Yes, recreation—the Transformation to take place. I will create My World anew. 10/23/96
Listen very carefully. This is a time of many changes. Time is bending back upon itself. The Spirit wants to rush forward towards its ultimate end, only to be frustrated and turned back at every turn. ... To overcome the tremendous effects of generations of sin, I must send the power to break through and transform the world. But this surge of power will be uncomfortable, even painful for some. This will cause the contrast between darkness and light to become even greater. The attachment to what is darkness will be even more painful. As in the scene in Exodus where My children had to choose. This is happening now. 9/15/96
Start with the story of My smallest children coming home to Me. These are the Victim Souls. Souls not designed for this culture of Satan. Teach them how to come home to Me. Teach them who they are. Prepare them for this grand transformation which takes place even now for they are Mine. They are better suited than the others who have adapted so easily. Doesn’t this make sense? 12/12/96
Come home, little ones. Bring your “burdens” with you for transformation. For only those who experience the trials and misfortunes can offer it and transform it. This can be done only through Me. There is no time left for humans to re-create the world—even as My instruments. Your job, your role, is to experience and offer, experience and offer. ...
ABSORB THE PAIN AND OFFER IT TO ME. IN THIS WAY IT WILL BE LIFTED UP AND IMMERSED IN MY LOVE AND MERCY - TO BE CHANGED FOREVER. SOON ALL WILL BE TRANSFORMED. ...
Sooner than you think. What joy that within your lifetime the change will take place. Be ready. Be vigilant. I come swiftly to bring Mine back home to Me. This is the transformation—when I come to make My home and all is transformed. ... All things are possible in the Lord. You must take time with the One you love. Give yourself completely and do not hold back. I am present in all those who call Me Father. Recognize that. 12/16/96
I am coming to you [the world] in a new way. Soon. Mankind must be transformed. Love transforms...through the Spirit, freely given. I will send Him (the Holy Spirit) to you, Barbara. I will send Him. All this waiting was not pointless. He is on His way. Be ready. Be joyful. Your life will be different—soon! Have Faith, little one. He is the answer to your prayers. Now, your bloom will open. Give the Spirit freely. And love Me. 12/29/96
The deprivation of My children prepares the world for My coming. LOOK FOR ME DEEP WITHIN YOUR HEARTS. THIS IS HOW I WILL COME. WITHIN. NOT WITHOUT. Remember this, Barbara. WITHIN. Watch and wait for this transformation. Prepare them with My consecration. It is true and good. It is Mine. Revealed through you. 1/19/97
Sleep now and remember My Words: ALL THAT IS PRESENT WILL CEASE AND BECOME NEW. All will be transformed in Me, your One True God—now and forever. Be not ashamed if you wander in confusion. The time has come for impact. All is thrown in disarray. BUT ALL THAT IS MINE WILL BE DRAWN TO ME. 1/1/97
EIGHT DAYS SIGNIFIES A PERIOD OF TIME MAN LIVES THROUGH AND THEN A TRANSFORMATION OR NEW PERIOD BEGINS. Through these periods, I have saved man many, many times. ....
After EIGHT days, I revealed to Peter, James, and John on Mount Tabor who My Son Jesus was—God, My Son. This was transformation and the beginning of a new period. ...
Always, a revelation, a transformation after a period of time. To you, My little one, EIGHT is important. IT POINTS TO A NEW TIME, A NEW TRANSFORMATION WHEN I WILL BE WITH YOU ALL IN A NEW WAY. ...
Their “Yes”—Jesus said Yes—God came to dwell—crucified, rose, transformed, revealed. ...New Jerusalem—God comes to dwell and transforms everything into a new Heaven and Earth. 1/2/97
[The Father paid too with the Crucifixion—He felt sorrow that things hadn’t gone right in the beginning. But He loved us because we were His children. And that bond can never be broken. But it had to be this way. Only the healthy cells will survive. The nucleus (the Temple) must contain God to survive the Transformation. The core, the powerhouse, has to be God—Life!] 2/9/97
(... come and transform everything—Soon. ...). Soon all this will be over. You are right in assuming that by yourself you can do nothing. I AM with you. But the transformation must take place. Without this, My children will continue to lose their way and be lost. ...
Then they are Mine and none can snatch them from Me. The world will be transformed—in and through Me. Look! Look at Me NOW! I AM THE LORD YOUR GOD! You are seeing Me through the Spirit. Feel My Presence? Let Me pass through you. The suffering is a sign that you are with Me. I am nestled close to your Heart. When no other human being can possibly know what you feel—I do. Because I am IN you. Treasure Me as I treasure you. All will be transformed! 2/11/97
You are a little co- redeemer, Barbara. Chosen among those few who can change, transform the destiny of others who feel the effects of sin. You have been given this opportunity. How great it is. Someday you will see the glory and joy of your efforts. 2/17/97
...(the Father) showed me that all this suffering is to be passed on to Him so it can be transformed in Love. He said an instrument, bridge, or conduit has to work both ways: His love goes through us to the world; the sin has to come back through us to Him to be transformed. We feel “suffering,” we “collect” or absorb the sin and pain around us so we can pass it on to the Father. Like a light passing in and going out. Our job is not to wallow but to pass it on—both the love and the suffering. ... The (God the Father) Chaplet, I believe, is very powerful (towards this end)! ...
This suffering was meant to PASS THROUGH, not be retained so it stagnates inside us. We need to keep passing it on: back and forth. There must be a constant flow: when it gets stuck, it putrefies inside us and even Love can’t get through. (TRANSDUCTIO—to move across; to move back and forth through something (or someone).)
Jesus is in us—the connecting link. He attaches or grounds us at both ends, like a pipe or cable over us or in us. The Holy Spirit prepares us, purifies us, is the energy that moves the suffering in to go to the Father. Our Father is the “Transformer.” We don’t do the “Transforming,” HE DOES. We are only the conduit through which it moves to Him, and then transformed, back out to the world.]
The Father: This is how My Kingdom will come on earth as it is in Heaven— THROUGH MY CHILDREN! 2/20/97
Pass on to Me all your trials, sufferings to be transformed. Be My link, my connection to My sons and daughters on earth. 3/3/97
Watch and see. Miracles will happen. Your life will be transformed. New eyes and ears have I given you. You will begin to see with My eyes and hear with My ears. You are Mine. NEVER LINGER LONG IN YOUR SORROW—ONLY YOUR TRUST AND LOVE OF ME. 3/6/97
A rebirth, child. There is a rebirth, a renewal. You must explain this transformation. 3/9/97
Though all seems dark, there is a brightness of My Light here in your presence. Give all to Me so that it may be transformed. ... 3/18/97
... Look past the pain. It is a fog, an illusion, which blinds you to My Presence. It does not mean I’m not here. But it halts you, paralyzes you, in your tracks. Keep offering all this to Me to be transformed. The suffering is a link, a bridge, a means only as long as it is offered up to Me to be transformed. Only I can transform it. ... Remember, the time that is upon you is relevant and short. Come to Me, all My little ones. I’m your Father. COME HOME BEFORE THE STORM. And I will shelter you tenderly. ...
You, too, must be strong. Remember what I’ve taught you about transforming. This is important. Every day in every trying instance. Join with Me, connect with Me ...3/18/97
THIS TEACHES YOU THAT IN THESE TIMES A GREAT PURIFYING FIRE WILL SWEEP ACROSS THIS PLANET, REFINING AND CLEANSING, AND PURIFYING SO THAT ALL THAT IS LEFT IS GOOD AND PURE, TRANSFORMED TO BEGIN ANEW—TO BEGIN AGAIN FOR THE LAST TIME. Bring your family to Me for shelter. Bring them to their Mother. We await them. THE CONSECRATION MUST GO ON THE ARK FOR THE NEW TIME THAT FAST APPROACHES. Take your family into the Ark of My Love. ...
I will send Raphael! Why? He is My angel of administration. He is My healer, an “instrument” of transformation. I am the transformer. Begin. 3/23/97
St. Raphael: ...Then those left in the dark will have a very difficult time finding their way home. It will be almost impossible. We must bring all those we can with us. Touch their hearts. Be the connection between them and the Father and He will transform them. 3/27/97
MY LOVE IS LIKE A FEVER THAT RACES OVER THE EARTH, CLEANING, PURIFYING, AND TRANSFORMING. During this time, man will suffer as from an illness. And at one point, it will be critical. But then it will pass and all will be HEALED. The earth and all that’s on it must be transformed—healed. ...
Only those cells that have been cured, healed will remain. All others will be burned away and destroyed for the well-being of the entire organism. Pray for all your brothers and sisters, Barbara. Pray that they may be transformed. Offer your sufferings for them. Don’t give up! No, never. Never give up. All will be well. You will see. Trust and have hope. Love will conquer all. For love is the transforming fire, the Fever of My Love. The disease is so bad, Barbara, it trips the fever to save the whole body. This is My Will and My Plan. Yes, daughter, we are nearing the crisis point. Aid others. Pray for others. Love, Barbara, love! Feel it inside; send it out to the world. All around you. 3/29/97
Announce My coming. Be My watch-guard. One of many. Tell My people I come to them in a new way. I come to transform. ALL WILL BE TRANSFORMED IN THE FIRE OF MY LOVE. PREPARE THEMSELVES. READY THEMSELVES. THOSE WHO HEED MY WORDS WILL FIND A TREASURE WITHIN THEM. TELL THEM I COME...SOON. THEY MUST BE READY. I COME AS THEIR FATHER AND SAVIOR. MY SON AND I ARE ONE. 3/31/97
A community of My children transformed. From there the Light and Love of the Father, their Father, will shine forth throughout the world. ...
A community of consecrated souls, living lives transformed by God in a “new” way. 4/1/97
These are the times of which I have written. These are those times—the times of the renewal and transformation. My little ones, the ones close to My heart (because they have chosen to be there) rally round. The others have drifted off into danger. The earth and its people must be transformed. This is what I desire. This is My Plan. ...
This transformation involves (1) ME DWELLING IN AND WITH MY CHILDREN, (2) MY CHILDREN LIVING THEIR LIVES SOLELY IN MY WILL. 4/14/97
Some days ago, I got the strong impression that You were asking me if I would allow myself to FEEL the suffering of the Church in my body, and that it would be all right because there would be resurrection or transformation. ... How fast this happened! What did I think when I said “Yes,” that You were kidding? But I’m afraid, Lord. This has never happened to me before. Please talk to me; I’m so scared. ...4/25/97
Be at peace. All will be well. There are times of great happiness and prosperity ahead—all in My Will. But first a great Transformation must take place, especially in the hearts of My children. How could so many of these live in an environment of My Divine Will? They would CHOOSE NOT to. 5/16/97
I call mine home in these times. I have waited and now is the time. To hesitate would result in the loss of MORE of my little ones. The Transformation must begin, and has, but to accomplish this, I ask that “My children” work with their Father for this end—the Transformation—a new heaven and new earth: the New Jerusalem. Only I know the time and the date. My children need only know this: the Transformation begins, drawing down Almighty God from Heaven, transforming the earth and all that is in it. My purifying and transformative love and power will change the face of all that is. And so it should be. This is My Will—that all remain with and in Me, in the rhythm and harmony of My Will. Oh, what a splendor that the human mind cannot even BEGIN to comprehend, Barbara, my little rose.
For most, they will feel the Power of Almighty God course through their being: body, mind, and soul. They should recognize this as the Transformative process. As my children they are to offer all things to me in love so that I may transform them.
See one reality superimposed over the other, matter and being remade, made anew. For My Plan to be accomplished, My Power must be grounded in and directed through My children. Do you understand this?
Yes, Father, but what happens to all those who are not in Your Will?
The speed and efficiency of this process depends on the response of My children. My children will feel the suffering of themselves and others as they offer it to Me. But those outside My Will will experience another kind of suffering. A suffering caused by the transformation and incorporation of all into My Will. For many of My children, this has been a slow process—far gentler than what awaits those that refused My Will. Pray for these, little daughter. Pray ardently and unceasingly for them.
A new era begins, the transition has begun. Your Mother Mary will Triumph and My children will be restored to Me—their Father. Transformation and Restoration. My Will will reign in all the heavens and the earth. My Kingdom will have come. Oh, Barbara, do you grasp what this means? 6/9/97
The transformation has begun in earnest. 6/12/97
MY SEPARATION FROM MY CHILDREN HAS COME TO A CONCLUSION. MY KINGDOM IS AT HAND. SOON YOU WILL SEE MY SON COMING IN GLORY TO USHER IN THE REIGN OF MY KINGDOM. One Kingdom being subsumed into the other. Flesh and Spirit—one to the other. Transformation. Transformation, child. Speak My Name. 11/3/97
Absorb—offer--transform. Say: “FATHER, I OFFER THIS TO YOU TO BE TRANSFORMED IN YOUR LIGHT AND LOVE— IMMERSED IN YOUR POWERFUL MERCY.”
There is not much time, little one. DRAW THIS WORLD INTO THE HEAVENLY PARADISE OF MY DIVINE WILL. HEAVEN AND EARTH WILL TOUCH. Go now and pray. Pray the Rosary and Chaplet. Offer to Me your pain and suffering. Offer Me the pain and suffering of the world. Offer all to Me. Offer it to Me to be transformed. Ask and your prayers will be answered. Bid Me come, and I will come—followed by My Son and the Power of My Holy Spirit—to renew the face of the earth. To begin again as in the old ways, I will be present again. And My Presence will remain for all times, in all places. I will be present with and in My children, as I have willed from the beginning of all time. 11/13/97
The burdens which seem to weigh you down will soon be lifted with the oncoming of My Divine Transformation. Of this I have spoken to you. All must be prepared. ... Only those “open” to receiving My Love and Mercy will have the Presence of God in them. Those that “resist” will be melted down in the fire of transformation. 11/18/97
They must all say “Yes” to their Father’s Will. In this way when I come, they will be transformed in the Grace, ...11/30/97
When I come, I will remove what separates us. This transparent barrier will be gone, removed. When this happens all will be transformed so as to coexist in the same place and time. Heaven will intersect with Earth. 11/30/97
CRY OUT AS ONE CRYING OUT IN THE DESERT. Time is short and I will come like a transforming fire of My Light and Love. My merciful Justice will be visited upon the earth. All must be ready in their hearts. They must welcome Me into the Temple of their hearts. ... I must be present with and in My children. Heaven will touch earth. Those who carry the Presence of God will be saved and renewed—they will be transformed. 12/27/97
TRANSFORMATION TEXT
Seeing with the Eyes of the Soul
*Dialogue between God the Father and Barbara Rose Centilli
( words in italics are Barbara's )
By doing and offering up all things in your life for the benefit of those I have placed in your life. These sacrificial offerings of love will be transformed by your Loving Father—remade anew. ...
It is a process, daughter. A dynamic process. TEACH THIS. CREATE, SAVE, TRANSFORM, RETURN TO MAKER—a circle, the Alpha and Omega, Beginning and End, back to the Source—not static. 10/12/96
Warrior: you are all warriors of My Mercy. Absorb and transform. It hurts. It is painful. This transformation, spiritual re-creation of matter and soul. But it must be—to usher in My new era. The one promised. The one prophesied—HAS COME. ...Man’s culture is twisted and bent and rusted. It has lost its original beauty and luster. I will clean it in the furnace of My Love, breathing My Fatherly Power to recreate it in My Image, My Will. Yes, recreation—the Transformation to take place. I will create My World anew. 10/23/96
Listen very carefully. This is a time of many changes. Time is bending back upon itself. The Spirit wants to rush forward towards its ultimate end, only to be frustrated and turned back at every turn. ... To overcome the tremendous effects of generations of sin, I must send the power to break through and transform the world. But this surge of power will be uncomfortable, even painful for some. This will cause the contrast between darkness and light to become even greater. The attachment to what is darkness will be even more painful. As in the scene in Exodus where My children had to choose. This is happening now. 9/15/96
Start with the story of My smallest children coming home to Me. These are the Victim Souls. Souls not designed for this culture of Satan. Teach them how to come home to Me. Teach them who they are. Prepare them for this grand transformation which takes place even now for they are Mine. They are better suited than the others who have adapted so easily. Doesn’t this make sense? 12/12/96
Come home, little ones. Bring your “burdens” with you for transformation. For only those who experience the trials and misfortunes can offer it and transform it. This can be done only through Me. There is no time left for humans to re-create the world—even as My instruments. Your job, your role, is to experience and offer, experience and offer. ...
ABSORB THE PAIN AND OFFER IT TO ME. IN THIS WAY IT WILL BE LIFTED UP AND IMMERSED IN MY LOVE AND MERCY - TO BE CHANGED FOREVER. SOON ALL WILL BE TRANSFORMED. ...
Sooner than you think. What joy that within your lifetime the change will take place. Be ready. Be vigilant. I come swiftly to bring Mine back home to Me. This is the transformation—when I come to make My home and all is transformed. ... All things are possible in the Lord. You must take time with the One you love. Give yourself completely and do not hold back. I am present in all those who call Me Father. Recognize that. 12/16/96
I am coming to you [the world] in a new way. Soon. Mankind must be transformed. Love transforms...through the Spirit, freely given. I will send Him (the Holy Spirit) to you, Barbara. I will send Him. All this waiting was not pointless. He is on His way. Be ready. Be joyful. Your life will be different—soon! Have Faith, little one. He is the answer to your prayers. Now, your bloom will open. Give the Spirit freely. And love Me. 12/29/96
The deprivation of My children prepares the world for My coming. LOOK FOR ME DEEP WITHIN YOUR HEARTS. THIS IS HOW I WILL COME. WITHIN. NOT WITHOUT. Remember this, Barbara. WITHIN. Watch and wait for this transformation. Prepare them with My consecration. It is true and good. It is Mine. Revealed through you. 1/19/97
Sleep now and remember My Words: ALL THAT IS PRESENT WILL CEASE AND BECOME NEW. All will be transformed in Me, your One True God—now and forever. Be not ashamed if you wander in confusion. The time has come for impact. All is thrown in disarray. BUT ALL THAT IS MINE WILL BE DRAWN TO ME. 1/1/97
EIGHT DAYS SIGNIFIES A PERIOD OF TIME MAN LIVES THROUGH AND THEN A TRANSFORMATION OR NEW PERIOD BEGINS. Through these periods, I have saved man many, many times. ....
After EIGHT days, I revealed to Peter, James, and John on Mount Tabor who My Son Jesus was—God, My Son. This was transformation and the beginning of a new period. ...
Always, a revelation, a transformation after a period of time. To you, My little one, EIGHT is important. IT POINTS TO A NEW TIME, A NEW TRANSFORMATION WHEN I WILL BE WITH YOU ALL IN A NEW WAY. ...
Their “Yes”—Jesus said Yes—God came to dwell—crucified, rose, transformed, revealed. ...New Jerusalem—God comes to dwell and transforms everything into a new Heaven and Earth. 1/2/97
[The Father paid too with the Crucifixion—He felt sorrow that things hadn’t gone right in the beginning. But He loved us because we were His children. And that bond can never be broken. But it had to be this way. Only the healthy cells will survive. The nucleus (the Temple) must contain God to survive the Transformation. The core, the powerhouse, has to be God—Life!] 2/9/97
(... come and transform everything—Soon. ...). Soon all this will be over. You are right in assuming that by yourself you can do nothing. I AM with you. But the transformation must take place. Without this, My children will continue to lose their way and be lost. ...
Then they are Mine and none can snatch them from Me. The world will be transformed—in and through Me. Look! Look at Me NOW! I AM THE LORD YOUR GOD! You are seeing Me through the Spirit. Feel My Presence? Let Me pass through you. The suffering is a sign that you are with Me. I am nestled close to your Heart. When no other human being can possibly know what you feel—I do. Because I am IN you. Treasure Me as I treasure you. All will be transformed! 2/11/97
You are a little co- redeemer, Barbara. Chosen among those few who can change, transform the destiny of others who feel the effects of sin. You have been given this opportunity. How great it is. Someday you will see the glory and joy of your efforts. 2/17/97
...(the Father) showed me that all this suffering is to be passed on to Him so it can be transformed in Love. He said an instrument, bridge, or conduit has to work both ways: His love goes through us to the world; the sin has to come back through us to Him to be transformed. We feel “suffering,” we “collect” or absorb the sin and pain around us so we can pass it on to the Father. Like a light passing in and going out. Our job is not to wallow but to pass it on—both the love and the suffering. ... The (God the Father) Chaplet, I believe, is very powerful (towards this end)! ...
This suffering was meant to PASS THROUGH, not be retained so it stagnates inside us. We need to keep passing it on: back and forth. There must be a constant flow: when it gets stuck, it putrefies inside us and even Love can’t get through. (TRANSDUCTIO—to move across; to move back and forth through something (or someone).)
Jesus is in us—the connecting link. He attaches or grounds us at both ends, like a pipe or cable over us or in us. The Holy Spirit prepares us, purifies us, is the energy that moves the suffering in to go to the Father. Our Father is the “Transformer.” We don’t do the “Transforming,” HE DOES. We are only the conduit through which it moves to Him, and then transformed, back out to the world.]
The Father: This is how My Kingdom will come on earth as it is in Heaven— THROUGH MY CHILDREN! 2/20/97
Pass on to Me all your trials, sufferings to be transformed. Be My link, my connection to My sons and daughters on earth. 3/3/97
Watch and see. Miracles will happen. Your life will be transformed. New eyes and ears have I given you. You will begin to see with My eyes and hear with My ears. You are Mine. NEVER LINGER LONG IN YOUR SORROW—ONLY YOUR TRUST AND LOVE OF ME. 3/6/97
A rebirth, child. There is a rebirth, a renewal. You must explain this transformation. 3/9/97
Though all seems dark, there is a brightness of My Light here in your presence. Give all to Me so that it may be transformed. ... 3/18/97
... Look past the pain. It is a fog, an illusion, which blinds you to My Presence. It does not mean I’m not here. But it halts you, paralyzes you, in your tracks. Keep offering all this to Me to be transformed. The suffering is a link, a bridge, a means only as long as it is offered up to Me to be transformed. Only I can transform it. ... Remember, the time that is upon you is relevant and short. Come to Me, all My little ones. I’m your Father. COME HOME BEFORE THE STORM. And I will shelter you tenderly. ...
You, too, must be strong. Remember what I’ve taught you about transforming. This is important. Every day in every trying instance. Join with Me, connect with Me ...3/18/97
THIS TEACHES YOU THAT IN THESE TIMES A GREAT PURIFYING FIRE WILL SWEEP ACROSS THIS PLANET, REFINING AND CLEANSING, AND PURIFYING SO THAT ALL THAT IS LEFT IS GOOD AND PURE, TRANSFORMED TO BEGIN ANEW—TO BEGIN AGAIN FOR THE LAST TIME. Bring your family to Me for shelter. Bring them to their Mother. We await them. THE CONSECRATION MUST GO ON THE ARK FOR THE NEW TIME THAT FAST APPROACHES. Take your family into the Ark of My Love. ...
I will send Raphael! Why? He is My angel of administration. He is My healer, an “instrument” of transformation. I am the transformer. Begin. 3/23/97
St. Raphael: ...Then those left in the dark will have a very difficult time finding their way home. It will be almost impossible. We must bring all those we can with us. Touch their hearts. Be the connection between them and the Father and He will transform them. 3/27/97
MY LOVE IS LIKE A FEVER THAT RACES OVER THE EARTH, CLEANING, PURIFYING, AND TRANSFORMING. During this time, man will suffer as from an illness. And at one point, it will be critical. But then it will pass and all will be HEALED. The earth and all that’s on it must be transformed—healed. ...
Only those cells that have been cured, healed will remain. All others will be burned away and destroyed for the well-being of the entire organism. Pray for all your brothers and sisters, Barbara. Pray that they may be transformed. Offer your sufferings for them. Don’t give up! No, never. Never give up. All will be well. You will see. Trust and have hope. Love will conquer all. For love is the transforming fire, the Fever of My Love. The disease is so bad, Barbara, it trips the fever to save the whole body. This is My Will and My Plan. Yes, daughter, we are nearing the crisis point. Aid others. Pray for others. Love, Barbara, love! Feel it inside; send it out to the world. All around you. 3/29/97
Announce My coming. Be My watch-guard. One of many. Tell My people I come to them in a new way. I come to transform. ALL WILL BE TRANSFORMED IN THE FIRE OF MY LOVE. PREPARE THEMSELVES. READY THEMSELVES. THOSE WHO HEED MY WORDS WILL FIND A TREASURE WITHIN THEM. TELL THEM I COME...SOON. THEY MUST BE READY. I COME AS THEIR FATHER AND SAVIOR. MY SON AND I ARE ONE. 3/31/97
A community of My children transformed. From there the Light and Love of the Father, their Father, will shine forth throughout the world. ...
A community of consecrated souls, living lives transformed by God in a “new” way. 4/1/97
These are the times of which I have written. These are those times—the times of the renewal and transformation. My little ones, the ones close to My heart (because they have chosen to be there) rally round. The others have drifted off into danger. The earth and its people must be transformed. This is what I desire. This is My Plan. ...
This transformation involves (1) ME DWELLING IN AND WITH MY CHILDREN, (2) MY CHILDREN LIVING THEIR LIVES SOLELY IN MY WILL. 4/14/97
Some days ago, I got the strong impression that You were asking me if I would allow myself to FEEL the suffering of the Church in my body, and that it would be all right because there would be resurrection or transformation. ... How fast this happened! What did I think when I said “Yes,” that You were kidding? But I’m afraid, Lord. This has never happened to me before. Please talk to me; I’m so scared. ...4/25/97
Be at peace. All will be well. There are times of great happiness and prosperity ahead—all in My Will. But first a great Transformation must take place, especially in the hearts of My children. How could so many of these live in an environment of My Divine Will? They would CHOOSE NOT to. 5/16/97
I call mine home in these times. I have waited and now is the time. To hesitate would result in the loss of MORE of my little ones. The Transformation must begin, and has, but to accomplish this, I ask that “My children” work with their Father for this end—the Transformation—a new heaven and new earth: the New Jerusalem. Only I know the time and the date. My children need only know this: the Transformation begins, drawing down Almighty God from Heaven, transforming the earth and all that is in it. My purifying and transformative love and power will change the face of all that is. And so it should be. This is My Will—that all remain with and in Me, in the rhythm and harmony of My Will. Oh, what a splendor that the human mind cannot even BEGIN to comprehend, Barbara, my little rose.
For most, they will feel the Power of Almighty God course through their being: body, mind, and soul. They should recognize this as the Transformative process. As my children they are to offer all things to me in love so that I may transform them.
See one reality superimposed over the other, matter and being remade, made anew. For My Plan to be accomplished, My Power must be grounded in and directed through My children. Do you understand this?
Yes, Father, but what happens to all those who are not in Your Will?
The speed and efficiency of this process depends on the response of My children. My children will feel the suffering of themselves and others as they offer it to Me. But those outside My Will will experience another kind of suffering. A suffering caused by the transformation and incorporation of all into My Will. For many of My children, this has been a slow process—far gentler than what awaits those that refused My Will. Pray for these, little daughter. Pray ardently and unceasingly for them.
A new era begins, the transition has begun. Your Mother Mary will Triumph and My children will be restored to Me—their Father. Transformation and Restoration. My Will will reign in all the heavens and the earth. My Kingdom will have come. Oh, Barbara, do you grasp what this means? 6/9/97
The transformation has begun in earnest. 6/12/97
MY SEPARATION FROM MY CHILDREN HAS COME TO A CONCLUSION. MY KINGDOM IS AT HAND. SOON YOU WILL SEE MY SON COMING IN GLORY TO USHER IN THE REIGN OF MY KINGDOM. One Kingdom being subsumed into the other. Flesh and Spirit—one to the other. Transformation. Transformation, child. Speak My Name. 11/3/97
Absorb—offer--transform. Say: “FATHER, I OFFER THIS TO YOU TO BE TRANSFORMED IN YOUR LIGHT AND LOVE— IMMERSED IN YOUR POWERFUL MERCY.”
There is not much time, little one. DRAW THIS WORLD INTO THE HEAVENLY PARADISE OF MY DIVINE WILL. HEAVEN AND EARTH WILL TOUCH. Go now and pray. Pray the Rosary and Chaplet. Offer to Me your pain and suffering. Offer Me the pain and suffering of the world. Offer all to Me. Offer it to Me to be transformed. Ask and your prayers will be answered. Bid Me come, and I will come—followed by My Son and the Power of My Holy Spirit—to renew the face of the earth. To begin again as in the old ways, I will be present again. And My Presence will remain for all times, in all places. I will be present with and in My children, as I have willed from the beginning of all time. 11/13/97
The burdens which seem to weigh you down will soon be lifted with the oncoming of My Divine Transformation. Of this I have spoken to you. All must be prepared. ... Only those “open” to receiving My Love and Mercy will have the Presence of God in them. Those that “resist” will be melted down in the fire of transformation. 11/18/97
They must all say “Yes” to their Father’s Will. In this way when I come, they will be transformed in the Grace, ...11/30/97
When I come, I will remove what separates us. This transparent barrier will be gone, removed. When this happens all will be transformed so as to coexist in the same place and time. Heaven will intersect with Earth. 11/30/97
CRY OUT AS ONE CRYING OUT IN THE DESERT. Time is short and I will come like a transforming fire of My Light and Love. My merciful Justice will be visited upon the earth. All must be ready in their hearts. They must welcome Me into the Temple of their hearts. ... I must be present with and in My children. Heaven will touch earth. Those who carry the Presence of God will be saved and renewed—they will be transformed. 12/27/97