Dearest sweetest Papa:
Thank You for this beautiful day.
Daughter:
See Me as I AM—a loving Father. Not a cruel, unmerciful tyrant who brings
shame and punishment upon His wayward children. I AM your Father Who
loves you despite your weaknesses and flaws. I love you, each individually,
not only for who you are but who you can be. Oh, Barbara, if you could fully
comprehend …
[Later]: Dearest daughter, My own: Thank you for remembering Me in your
life which is so full with the daily activities of your family. But, yes, it pleases
Me that you again attempt to spend quiet time with Me, your Lord God and
Father. This is precious time we spend in intimate conversation. You bring Me
yourself, your earthly life, to share with Me, your Father. And why does this
please Me, daughter? Because it is in bringing your earthly life to Me, all your
joys and sorrows, that you can better see the sense of it all, My will for you in
every regard. This relationship will be so new to many of My children, but that
is what becomes of this new Era of Peace—God within you. For how much
closer could I be than in your heart? And how else am I present there, little
one, than by love? By knowing Me. And in knowing and loving Me, you pay
Me the honor due a father.
But, Father, is this enough? Don’t You also want us to honor You through
“outward” expressions, such as Your Feast Day and Consecration?
Barbara Rose, My daughter, these are means to an end. The inward reality is
manifest in the outward expression and the outward expression illustrates the
inward reality. They are one in the same. The one is the outer action of the inner
reality. Both are necessary; both are needed in this time. The outer expression
is not only for those children who have come to know and love Me, but also for
those who will learn from, who will be drawn to, their loving Father by observing this reality lived out in others. How can they possibly learn from something
which is experienced inwardly in others? To do this, this special intimate rela-
tionship must be expressed for all to see and to learn from—a demonstration
of total love and consecration to God---the Father of All Mankind, Creator of
all that is seen and unseen. Do you understand, daughter?
Yes, I believe I do, Father.
Now it is important that this understanding is conveyed to all My children, for
a time approaches when there will be a need for My children to choose to see, to
hear, to obey—to know, to love, to honor Me as your one true God and Father.
This time approaches, little one. Tell them to be ready, to be purified, to stand
before their Father—think who will come, who will see, who will listen—those
who will respond, not in curiosity but in acknowledgment and love. These will
truly be caught up in My merciful arms. But those who defy Me, who run and
hide from Me—these I will pursue up until the very last moment of possibility,
but they will have distanced themselves from Me by their own accord—and
for this My heart aches an unceasing ache for what is lost.
I will that all My children know, love, and honor Me, daughter. Those who are
in My will are home with Me, their one true God and Father. Those who are
outside My will refuse to come home despite My unceasing efforts. Have I not
sent My Son Jesus and your Mother Mary to help you, to lead you home? Have
I not sent the Holy Spirit when asked by My Son Jesus so that I could come to
My children? Jesus came so that you could return to Me. The Holy Spirit came
so I could come to you. Do you find this confusing, child?
Well, in a way, Father. Isn’t the whole point for us to come home to You?
Why would it be important for You to come to us?
How do you think it is that you will come home to Me, daughter? You can ap-
proach Me when lead by My Spirit—for this is what draws you and binds you
to Me. Remember, Jesus was sent by Me so you could return to Me. The Holy
Spirit was sent by Me so I could come to you and live with and in you so someday
you could return to Me in Heaven. The transformation of the world has begun,
Barbara Rose—it is so through the power of My Holy Spirit. There will be a new
Heaven and a new earth—the earth will not be diminished, extinguished, but
made anew through My Spirit in the world. I have given you much to think
about. Meditate on what I have said and recognize the importance of knowing,
love, and honoring Me both inwardly and outwardly through My Consecration
and Feast Day. Shalom.
Is 14:12-17—“How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, who didst rise in the
morning? How art thou fallen to the earth, thou didst wound the nations. And
thou saidst in thy heart: I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the
stars of God, I will sit in the mountain of the covenant, in the sides of the north.
I will ascend above the height of the clouds, I will be like the most High. But yet
thou shalt be brought down to hell, into the depth of the pit. They that shall see
thee, shall turn toward thee, and behold thee. Is this the man that troubled the
earth, that shook kingdoms, that made the world a wilderness, and destroyed the
cities thereof, that opened not the prison to his prisoners?” Is 13:19—“And that
Babylon, glorious among kingdoms…shall be even as the Lord destroyed Sodom
and Gomorra.”
"The Transformation of the world" is not possible to see unless seen with the eyes of the soul. These Words of Father's are Words of Great Hope! But who among us is not aware of an increased level of darkness? Spiritual darkness? Upon one's sense? And this is all in God's hands, so we do not need to worry in that regard, but it becomes imperative that we offer what we are absorbing that the Father can Transform so much evil. It had a beginning, it will have an end, this reign of the AntiChrist. And fortunately we are living the last hours... but notice how Father refers to those who are running away? Those who "run and hide from Me". I have been thinking about this. And I thought of the Mother of the Betrayer of God, Judas Iscariot. Let us assume she was alive and not a demon of a mother for this moment. She would have been abused severely by the Jewish culture of the time that blamed women for the outcome of their offspring. But how would Jesus and Mary have seen her? In as much as she did her duty as a Mother, they would have seen her with complete innocence of the Deicide crime of her son and been all compassion and Mercy towards her. But how hard would it have been for her not to accept upon her own conscience, the crime of her son and his eternal damnation as was certain by the fact that he did not repent and despaired in suicide. And I think of all the souls that roam the earth today marked by the sins of their parents, their relatives, their sexual abusers, their ritual abusers, their clerical abusers and on and on and on in these days of the Accuser who is about to be cast out and back to hell by the virginal heel of the Woman Who crushes the head of the serpant.
I know countless good people who are running... and running... and running. So many can not even acknowledge it or seem to stop. I am guilty of this as well. And I feel the sins of a world that says to God, not only, "You no longer exist" but "I hate you for allowing my abuse and You must have hated me first so I hate You now because you did not stop it." Forgive me, but I feel compelled to post this because I not only hear it from so many adults, live it in myself as well but what needs to be acknowledged is the very fact that not only are we saying this and believe it to God, but that it originates in the fact that we have accepted that we are no longer innocent and have identified with the sins of our relatives, our abusers etc. It is the master plan of satan in fact, to abuse us from childhood when trauma remains fixed at a young age and repressed, disabling us from recognizing irrational thoughts and correcting them. It is time we accept that God does not impute guilt on us when we are the victims of evil. It is NOT a punishment. This will allow us to regain our sense of Gods Presence in us, and forgive as St. Maria Gorretti whose feast day we just celebrated can certainly help us do. We do not need to run FROM God in our pain.... but TO God. It is imperative that we accept our complete innocense in God in these matters and live through the New Heavens and New Earth God promises to us! Or we will never stop running.
PS I apologize for the delay in my posts. I have recently moved and was overwhelmed with moving and finally things are slowing down a bit. Thank you and peace and blessings.